superhuman*

WILD.

2010-10-26T19:39:00.005+08:00

Tanned chinese girls with braces and painted nails in cute high cuts! ♥

THE DOWNFALL!

2010-10-11T02:49:00.009+08:00

Its really demoralizing when you see your friends' strength increase in gym whereas yours still stay and remains the same with no difference even when you push with all your might. Im not being jealous or anything close to that but it just sucks to the fucking core when you know you were wayyyy better before and you just cant imagine yourself being the weakling among the few. Just have to keep pushing and let my body get use to the freaking weights again so i can pump heavier ones like how i did in the past. Strength please, i need you back ASAP. I wanna see difference, i must. All i got to do is be patient for now huhh, i suppose? Seeing those dudes the same age as me with bigger nicer bodies in the gym rises a tat bit of jealousy within me and i hate when that happens. And that have to change, im going to push myself to the limits, buck up to the next level and take slow steps to achieve my goal - a desired body figure that is. May nothing stop me in any way to uphold just that, ameen.

KU CINTA PADAMU OHH WAHAI KEKASIHKU, BOOHOOOOOO! D:

2010-09-27T14:46:00.010+08:00

(Dont let jealousy overtake us in any way, it will kill us all.)

*Jiwang (emotional) Mode On*

Guess what guys! I actually watched a malay movie on youtube yesterday, as in part by parts! Can you people believe it! HAHAHAHA. Im not really a fan of malay movies but this caught my attention cause most of my friends were talking about how good it is. Soooo yupp, i searched through youtube and found the whole movie there. Having nothing to do i watched the whole movie and it was not bad indeed. Its about love as usual with a slight twist. Cinta ohh cinta ohh cintaaaaaaa! Haha. You guys should watch it really, its free and it buys time when you're bored! The actresses in there are quite hot or should i say gorgeous and stunning! HEHE. ;D Marry me pleaseeee Ayuuuuuu (Lisa Surihani)! :D *runs around wild shouting like a mad man going gugugagaga over her!* HAHA. So just to let you guys know the story is quite sad, it even made a strong muscular macho man like me tear! ); Ohh well, i couldnt deny that theres always a good moral to most of the malay dramas. And for this one; Love is blind, if it was true no matter what shit happens it will find its way through and back to you! ;) Am i good or whaaaat! Btw, the video posted above is one of the hit songs in the movie and and if you guys wanna watch it search for "Lagenda Budak Setan" on youtube! Apologies to the non-malays, the movie got no subtitles. ):

PS:// Screw you Azmi, you dickhead! *shows both middle fingers* HAHAHAHAHA. ASSHOLE!

FUCK YEAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!

2010-09-18T01:25:00.004+08:00

FUCK MY MIGRAINE, FUCK OFFFFFFFF! ITS HURTING DAMN BAD! USUALLY DURING THE NIGHT AND MORNING WHEN I JUST WAKE UP FROM BED FOR THE PAST THREE DAYS! FUCK OFF MIGRAINE! LEAVE MY HEAD ALONE PLEASE! AND FUCK YEAAAAAAH HOLIDAYS ARE HERE, TIME TO FUCKING GET MY BODY IN SHAPE JUST LIKE Brandon Carter! His bodehhhhhh is awesomeeeeee! Im lovin' it, his six packs! ;D Ok for that i sounded really gay! HAHAHAHAHA. FUCK YEAHHHHH, GYM GYM GYM GYM GYM GYM GYM GYM GYM GYM NON-STOP GYM!

:DDDDDDD

RAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOK! :D

2010-09-16T15:38:00.006+08:00

I know im like a week late but ohh well, here im to wish all you beloved readers, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin! ((: Its sad that this year's raya i didnt get to take much photos! Yes sucksssssss huhh? :/ And to all my beloved friends if you guys wanna beraya at my place please inform me in advance alright cause believe it or not the kuehs are not even in the cookie jars yet! HAHAHAHA.

PS:// Beloved besite, im already missing you like CARAZEEEEEEEEEE! D:

FIFTY FOUR DOLLARS FIFTY CENTS! :O

2010-09-08T00:29:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. FOOOOOOKING EXPENSIVE LAAAA SIOLSXZXZX! WHO WANNA PAY?! NEVERMIND I'LL JUST USE MY RAYA COLLECTION MONNEHHHHHH! ;DD

OMG STRESSSSSSSSSS SIAAAAAAAAAAAA! LAST PAPER TOMORROW HOPE IT'LL BE EASY LAAAA SIALSXZXZX! IM STILL STUDYING NOWWWWWW! WAHHHHHH FOOOOOK! WISH ME ALL THE BEST OK PEOPLE! AND PARDON MY MAT LANGUAGE, THIS HAPPENS IF YOU DONT HAVE ENOUGH REST AND YOU'RE MUGGING LIKE CARAZEEEEEEEEE TILL THE WEEEEE MORNING! YOU CAN DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! AND I DONT WANNA DIE FEW DAYS BEFORE RAYAAAAAAA! OMGEEEEEEEEE IM TALKING NONSENSE! ALRIGHT GOT TO GO NOWWWWW. ENOUGH BREAK ALREADY!

BYE BYE HONNIES AND LOVELIES!
*huggs and kisses*

HYPED UP! :D

2010-09-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

Just came back from town with mom and aunt. Real awesome despite me having to go to sections i dont have interest in like those handbags, shoes and make-ups! Blearghhh. :/ Me, as usual being a good son and a good nephew i followed wherever they went and helped carry their shopping bags! Am i an angel sent or whaaaat! HAHA. ;D But ohh well, overall i didnt regret a single time spent with both of them! Its better than going around town aimlessly with my friends! Went to Geylang in the morning right after my DEL paper. Hopefully i could do well for it! Ohh yes Geylang, got mom's baju kurung then off to Bugis to get her accessories to go along with for raya! Will be wearing white this year! ^^ OHH BY THE WAY, IVE GOT MY KICKS FOR RAYEEEEEEEEEE! *drum rolls pleaseeee!* Presenting, limegreen New Balance Gore-Tex 580!

Nice right nice right? I know, i know! HOTSTUFF BABEHHHHHH! HEHEHEHEHE.
White baju kurung with limegreen shoes, limegreen watch and limegreen samping! How i wish they sell limegreen songkok too! HAHAHAHAHA, NOT! OMGEEEEEEE, i'll look like some retard! But yet again, i look great in anything rightttttttt? Hehe. :P Well, nothing much to blog about. I did this post just because i dont want my blog to be dead!

Dear beloved readers, please dont be shy and tag alrighttttttt! ;D
Im off now. Got to help mom do a bit of spring cleaning!
First up, wipe the ceiling fans and vacuum my room!
Im soooo gonna have lots of fun now, NOT! HAHA.

And and raya is in 4 days time! WOOOOOOOOTS! Time flies real fast huhh?
Tatatititutu people!
:DDDD

PS:// imagine baby Emma Watson in limegreen kebaya nyonya, just plain gorgeous i swear! Actually anything suits her perfectly well. Hehe. ;) ♥

THOUGHTS, IFs.

2010-08-23T01:11:00.002+08:00

The movie Shes Out Of My League really got me thinking on Love and relationships. No point chasing if the other party cares no more. And if the other party is strong enough to let you go when they set their mind to it then why couldn't you do the same? If he or she wants you back, they'll take the initiative to make the first move. Vice versa. And if they don't appreciate you, they aren't worth your Love, someone out there deserves it more. Wait patiently and the right one will come by someday. Believe me. Don't ever rush Love, it'll come naturally. (:

And I've learn from my mistake, don't ever let your ego take over you through situations you cant seem to handle at any period of time and if you guys are meant for each other, things will eventually get back to normal, like how it was before. Whatever it takes, even if it takes forever. If your Love is true, let it be and let it come back to you. No point persuading through if you’re the only one whose wanting it badly and the other just ready to let everything go. You need two hands to clap, remember that or perhaps let fate decide after you've done your very best trying.

You cant change how a person feel towards you. Only they themselves would be able to. Time change, people change. If they really mean what they said in the beginning, if their words were pure and truly sincere they’ll rethink over the whole situation they're caught in again and will try to make things better out of it. And lastly, please don’t play with someone’s heart and try meddling with their feelings cause that just aren’t right. It hurts bad. Once they fall for you, its hard for you to ask them to let go.

WOW. I feel like a philosopher after typing all that out. Am i goooood or whaaaaat! ;D
Well im off to bed now, night night World! ♥

PS:// ive got to take more photos with the people i love cause the best thing about it is that, it never changes even when the person in it does. (:

SKYPEEEEEEE! :D

2010-08-21T12:46:00.006+08:00

As you guys can see from the picture above, ive skyped with momok (the best entertainer i ever had!) for like 8 hours plus cause i wasn't doing anything much at home yesterday. I was reaaaal deaaaad boreeeed and she entertained me with her melodious guitar skills. Awww, she got such a sweet awesomeeee voice which makes me meltsxzxzx! HEHEHEHEHE. (ok dear momok, if you're reading this please dont kembang ok. *kening ups ups*) We should do a cover pretty soon laaa! Pyramid wasnt that bad actually! ;D Me IYAZ and your CHARICE! Cool or whaaat! Haha.

Thanks to her, how i wish i could play the guitar or even better maybe the violin or yes the piano whereby i would be able to serenade girls to fall in loveeee with me! NOT! HAHAHAHAHA. Just to serenade those lovely people out there to fall in love with my music! (: I guess im feeling better now but my cough isnt fully cured yet. D: I need to drink lots and lots and lots of plain water! Probably having a 1.5L mineral water (GIANT) bottle next to me in the bedroom during the night will do the trick! ;) HAHA.

Thats all for now guys.
Goodbyeeee, my lovelies!
:DDDDD

PS:// if only we could take it all back to the past and start everything over again anew. those sweet memories just cant erase. girl, i still adore you.

NEVER LET YOU GO.

2010-08-19T14:02:00.003+08:00

Couldnt deny the girl in the music video is quite pretty huhh? ^^ ohh well, nothing much to blog about. Maybe im just too sick of staying home almost everyday. Body quick get better, i wanna gym again fook! D: Ohh yes, good news GOOD NEWS! Ive not been puffing for the past one week. Hope it maintains that way! Wish me luck lovelies! Stamina come back to me will you! :D

Tatatititutu for nowwwww!
PS:// imissyoudumbo. boooooooooooooo. ):

FOOK.MY.LIFE!

2010-08-18T14:45:00.004+08:00

Whats wrong with my body?! God, im seriously weak today! Ive finished taking all my medications and i really mean ALL yet i still dont feel good. I dont feel cured. I still got coughh, phlegm in my throat and bloody hell ive got runny nose now! SCREWWWWW IT! Its really pissing me off to the max. I cant even concentrate properly when i do my work. I rested in bed for the past few days but i dont feel any better. I slept for hours but none of that worked. My whole body is killing me slowly i swear! Please just be your normal self again as soon as possible. I need my strength back, i need my focus back and i need it fast cause holiday is coming to an end. Guess what i aimed for the holidays would not be fulfilled again. Times like this, how i wish i got somebody to love and care for me besides mom and dad.

SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! D:

2010-08-14T15:17:00.007+08:00

Im FOOKING PISSED cause there's no difference in my cough after taking my medications, only worst.

Im FOOKING PISSED cause i cant gym thanks to me being really weak due to my sickness.

Im FOOKING PISSED cause my body is shrinking greatly.

Im FOOKING PISSED cause i wouldnt be able to attend rugby trainings thanks to my sickness.

Im FOOKING PISSED cause i dont have the strength to go for terawih thanks to my sickness yet again.

Im FOOKING PISSED cause the construction workers outside are being such an ass drilling holes which is freakinggggg noisy and bloody irritating to my ears!

Overall, im fooking pissed cause im very veryyy veryyyy sick and the medications are taking too slow to heal and make me feel better!

Thats all for today's post, ive got no mood.
Tata guys but still i love you all!
Huggs and Kisses. (:

PS:// Fooking is the new Fucking.

OUR LITTLE SECRET? (:

2010-08-11T17:37:00.007+08:00

Your secret from Jean-Sebastien Monzani on Vimeo.

I guess i need to start thinking about all the beautiful things that happen in my Life. Really, i couldnt let a little hiccup bring me down just like that. Im strong people, i need to be strong. This isnt the end, its only the beginning but that doesnt mean i'll forget the past easily. I wont. I'll just let time heal. (:

Selamat Berpuasa to all yet again!(L) :D

PS:// COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH, ITS GETTING WORST! D:

AREN'T NO SUPERHUMAN FOR NOW.

2010-08-10T03:33:00.005+08:00

Really feel like dying, im at my weakest currently. I cant seem to go to bed. My body feels uneasy plus my stuffy room and the humid warm weather outside. I'll wake up out of a sudden every one hour or so. I tried knocking in early just now at eleven but now its the third time i got up from bed feeling all lethargic and drained. I showered and freshen up again but my body feels the same. Real weak, i swear. Never felt this way in ages. My head is spinning, my body is aching, my eyes straining, my throat is hurting like crazy and I cant stop coughing. Fariz at his lousiest state right now. I seriously feel like fainting when i stand up. Ohh dear, i have to be strong. I must. Will try my best to go get some rest, probably force myself to sleep but sadly i dont even have a clue how to do just that. :(

WISH.

2010-08-06T21:04:00.002+08:00

Remember that day when i told you i wished for something, i wished for you to be mine forever. Yada yada yadaaaa.
Watch the video above, touching muchhhh? i knowwwww right! ;DD

Ohh yes puasa is just around the corner, i reallyyyyy cant waitttt! Four more days to be exact! :DD im gonna make it full this time, insyaallah. (:
By the way, you guys must be wondering why do i like to extend my last letter in some words? quite irritating i know, im just adding the tiny bit of exaggeration to it! makes my blog more exciting to read! trueeeeee? Haha. ^^ to me, i think it works! kinda cute too actually! HAHAHAHA. :P

well, thats all for today's post. nothing much to update about.
tatatititutu for now guys!

loveeeeeeee you all!
;DDDD

YOU'RE STILL THE ONE.

2010-08-01T15:49:00.001+08:00

Things are just different without you around. Everything just doesn’t feel right. I know I shouldn’t say this but I do miss you a lot. It’s hard for me to let go. It may seem that I don’t care for what had happened. But deep inside I do. I hope you’re happy with things right now. Like what they all say if your love ones are happy you should be too. You need to let them go. Goodbye is the hardest word to say for now. I got to agree with that all. I’ll be lying if I were to say, all this shit didn’t affect me a bit, it did. How I wish we could just turn back time. It’s my mistake not to accept you at the start when everything was fine. I wasn’t ready at first cause if I were to get it going, you’ll be my first and I’m just not sure if I should make you mine. The days you were really into me that I couldn’t forget. A friend of mine was right; I should do just that and work things up slowly. The happy times we had together when you made me smile laugh like no other. Everything was perfect the way I saw it. But me yet again, wasn’t totally ready to enter the first ever love phase in my Life cause i never gone through it before.

Now, I regret cause I’m getting back the same treatment like how I did to you. If only things were to get better, please God please give me answers. If its him who will make you happy then I got nothing left to say as long as his better off a man than I am. I just couldn’t put all this emotions into words. There are so many things I’ve planned for us to do together but all that isn’t meant to be. Not fated I guess. Why do all good things have to come to an end? Why do I think more about you and more about us when you’re already gone? Its real impossible to forget you. Maybe that’s just how my Life works. Despite us not being that close anymore, I still do care about you a lot. Tell me girl should I leave and back away or stay there by your side in case you need me?

Someday, we got to take it back to the days before we met and live our lives as strangers again left with memories.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe its time for me to move on? If I could do it again, I would be better off a man. That's my promise to you girl.

PS:// i’ll do anything to prove I love you, give me a second chance to show it will you please?

IMPOSSIBLE.

2010-07-22T07:02:00.002+08:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

This song totally relates to the situation im in now, just imagine Shontelle being the guy.

PS:// couldnt believe this is how we'll end it, just impossible. everything seems too fast.

WHAT A DREAM.

2010-07-16T10:43:00.006+08:00

The weather's awesome outside. Its raining heavily and i just got out from bed. The fan blowing directly at me. How lovely the feeling is now. I decided to blog cause i had the most wonderful dream just now. I just woke up from it. How i wish i could just sleep through till the end of that dream. Everything seems too perfect to be true. And i was right, it was all only a dream but still i got to see and feel as if it was reality. I hope things will change like how it used to be, normal fun where love is in the air. No arguments no shitsxzx no nothing like that. Where everything seems fine. Its about HER. Everything in the dream was about HER. It was really a pleasant one, very i should say. No flaws at all. It seems too perfect to be reality. WHY NOW?! WHY DO I DREAM ABOUT HER NOW AFTER ALL THE SHITSXZX THAT JUST HAPPENED?! WHY OHH GOD WHY?!

If only i could turn back time and mend things up for the better. Really i will do anything to make things better. Maybe what Eileen said was true, cause i think too much about her subconsciously when im asleep, thinking about the most perfect scenario i want to happen. I think Eileen was right about it. Is this somehow a hint for what will happen later on in my Life. Well, i really do not know. Let time tell. Half of me still wouldnt wanna see you leave. I love you, i still do no matter what shitsxzx we gotten ourselves into. For now, i'll let time passes by and let my life takes its own road for the better or the worst. No one knows what will happen in the near future not even you and me. Goodbye for now. You've always been the perfect one for me, no doubt about that.

PS:// put me to sleep again so i could continue with the dream where everything seems perfect. (:

SHATTERED.

2010-07-15T00:49:00.005+08:00

The word above sums up how im feeling now. Well. What goes around, comes back around. Thanks for all the false hopes! simple. i'll just try my very very best to forget you which will be rather difficult and find another, your lost. (:

GIRLS, SHOW ME PLEASE.

2010-07-11T00:23:00.007+08:00

PS:// should i give up and just move on or stay till you prove me your love towards me is true? do you love me as much as i do towards you? GOD, help me please. confusing much?

YOU!

2010-07-03T16:38:00.015+08:00

Is it me you miss or someone else? No doubt, i really do miss you that i cant deny. I dont think there's any way to prove how much i miss you. You wanted time so all i could was to give it to you. I aren't contacting you not that i want to but you asked for it. Till when must i wait, i wonder. Will it be long? Is there any way im able to know? I'll give you time as long as you need if its the best for us two, i wouldn't mind doing so. But once in a while i never fail to have flashbacks of me being all hyper and happy with you when you're around. Those time i miss, i hope it'll be back to normal again soon, real soon.

So baby I will wait for you,
Cause I don't know what else I can do,
Don't tell me I ran out of time,
If it takes the rest of my life,

Baby I will wait for you,
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true,
I really need you in my life,
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you,

loves;
xoxoxo
(huggs and kisses)

CHECKLIST!

2010-07-01T23:20:00.004+08:00

Just because somebody flirts with you, Doesn’t mean they like you. (noted)
Just because somebody likes you, doesn’t mean they wanna go out with you. (noted)
Just because they wanna go out with you, Doesn’t mean they love you. (noted)
Just because somebody loves you, Doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you. (noted, noted & noted)
Because people lie (yes they do), things change. Boyfriends cheat, & “Bestfriends” ditch.

Thats just Life, we got to live with it. (:

PS:// cant help it but to think negatively about the situation im in now. screw Life sometimes when it doesnt go the way you want it to be. suckssssssss yo nigga!

ENEMY.

2010-06-26T02:02:00.011+08:00

Enemy by Albert J Richard J
Chorus: [Albert J & Richard J]

Oh, i don't wanna fight the enemy,
Cause the enemy's someone i used to know,
Remember those times you were into me,
Now you turn around and watch me go,

Verse 2: [Richard J]

I used to think that i could treat her as a friend,
Till i fell in love and got shot in the head,
My life was right till i got stucked up in the end, (Oh in the end)
You and me, i was greedy and i needed your lovin,
And i just wanna hold you again but the line is drawn,
And i cant step in,

PS:// song on repeat, these past few days. may it soon get better for the situation we're in now.

IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK TIME!

2010-06-26T01:34:00.007+08:00

I dont feel hyped up talking to you anymore, our conversations are getting dull everytime we chat. I dont think we still got the connection with each other like how we used to. I guess this is what you want but at the same time i just dont feel right. For i really hope it'll change for the better soon, pretty soon. To be frank, i still dont quite get it what you're up to, dont understand what you're trying to do. :/ Its all plain confusing. Sometimes i wish all these hiccups wont have to happen in the first place, its like too sudden the way i see it.

TO INFINITY AND BEYOND! :DD

2010-06-24T12:04:00.024+08:00

My Wednesday was reaaaaal AWESOME! Went to catch Toy Story 3D with dear momok! HAHA. God i miss her! She'll be in Singapore for like just a week so we did a little catching up yesterday. Headed to Bishan to catch the movie cause that was the only theater which wasn't really crowded compared to the ones in town. Well, the movie was freakingggggg niceeeeee, i swear! Awww, i miss those times when i was small, i mean young when i was sooo into Toy Story. I still remember when mom and aunt bought me everything that got to do with it from plates, cups, toy figurings to Woody's cowboy hat, Woody's horse (NOT! HAHA, how i wish i could have just that!) to Buzz Lightyears suit! YES, BUZZ LIGHTYEAR'S SUIT - this one's real, no joke! I had his "body" where i could press a button whereby the wings will be activated. COOLIOOOO huhh? Haha. I too went to their performances on ice! That was great too cause we got seats at the front row! (Y)(Y)(Y) Plenty of sweet memories i have for just this one movie. ((((:

You guys MUST watch it! Its worth your monnehhhhhh, trust me on this one! I dont mind watching it again! *hints hints* ;DD I give it 5 upon 5 popcorns plus nachos to go with it! HAHAHA. Yupp back to my day spent with momok. Alright its kinda bad to call her that i know but isnt that unique? Why momok you guys ask? Its because of her long hair she had last time. We used to webbie with each other whereby she likes to let down her hair infront of her face most of the time which makes her look like a ponti-anak (malay ghost)! Yahh thats basically it! Haha.

Ohh yesss after movies, we went to town. At first we actually didnt know where to go BUT thanks to her she brought her DSLR camera! ♥

So i decided we make full use it and work its ass off to take HOT pictures of me! Yes i was quite a Hotstuff yesterday! Yes seriously, she told me so! Haha. ;D We trained to City Hall and decided to slack outside Esplanade which was rather boring so we walked all the way to the waterfront where there was the miniature Merlion! She took a few Awesome pictures of me and the beautiful scenery around, the bright lights, the night Life. Simply FANTASTIC! And her photography skills was pretty good i should say. Not that bad. (Babe dont kembang if you're reading this ok! HAHA. :P)

We then headed to the underpass near Starbucks, opposite the waterfront where we just slacked chill talked crap joked around and sang to various songs together! We played some stupid games (spin the bottle was one of them whereby if the bottle tip stops at you, you have to act as whatever the other party tell you to, and she asked me to act as a Makcik Kpo (nosy aunt)! Like WTH! Haha. It was real funnehhhhhh.) she suggested which was quite an embarrassment cause there were one or two couples there too! We were like "Eeeeeeeyohhh takde tempat lain ke nak memotek! Cium sambil berdiri tak penat ke?!" (translate: Eeeeeeeyohh, dont they have other places to make love! Aren't they tired kissing while standing up the whole time?! HAHAHA.) It was a hell lot of fun actually lying down talking about anything random under the pitch black sky with not a single star seen and we couldnt even see the moon! Sucksssss much huh? :/ Ohh well, just not our luck. ):

We left that place at 1o plus cause i needed to meet my family members at the airport to send my beloved cuzzie, Nur Amirah Muhayat off to Australia! AND GUESS WHAT?! I was too late to actually see her depart! FUCKED UP muchhhh, i felt damnn guilty laaa! GAHHHHH, blame her stoooopid lecturers. They asked the students to enter the gate at 11.30 when their flight is at 1.30am! LOOK AT THAT, its exactly 2 hours the students will have to wait till they board the plane! They rather hang around the departure hall with their loved ones first rather than be idiots waiting for 2 pathetic hours doing nothing! Lecturers these days are quite dumb i should say! But lucky me, i was able to talk to her on the phone for like 20 mins plus just to tell her that im sorry for being late and mostly random stuffs. I hope i'll be able to fetch her next week when she lands here in Singapore!

Cuzzie, if by any chance you're reading this, i know its kinda impossible cause you'll be going to the farms and meadows there but ohh well IF you got internet access somewhere there (Miracle do happen guys ;D), i just wanna say that IM MISSING YOU ALREADY! D: LOVE YOU LOTS, have plenty of fun and have a save journey back alright! You take good care of yourself ok! Ohh yes, and and dont forget to get me something from there yahh! I know you know what i want righttttttttt? HAHA.♥ ♥ ♥

Thats all for now dear readers!

Quite a long post after quite some time, it feels like ive not lost touch in blogging or should i say, blabbering! HAHA.

Well, tatatititutu everyone!

Bye bye lovelies!

:DDDDD

PS:// i really hope you know what you are doing for i dont want our love to fade away. i'll trust you cause you've promised me so.

WEAK.

2010-06-22T15:14:00.004+08:00

shattered. clueless. helpless.
i just need a shoulder to cry on, anyone.
Eileen if your reading this, can we meet soon, real soon please?
Before school starts.

SORRY, FOR I CARE TOO MUCH.

2010-06-22T00:28:00.005+08:00

i just miss the real/ the usual you.
hyper, crazy, bubbly, makes me smile always without fail.
beat it through text, webcam, phone or even face to face.
i don't get what's with the sudden change.
really, after that day i screwed up.
dumb me, 바보 me for that one stupid mistake.
my fault for not thinking first before saying it.
im sorry.
i sense somethings wrong.
but i couldn't make up what is it.
you're confused i guess.
wait or am i the one?
God i love you sooo much, that i couldn't deny.

im off now, night World! (:
may tomorrow be a better day.

PS:// your love have two different faces, you heart is in two different places?

i guess so.

FUCK THE PAIN! (No Pain, No Gain)

2010-06-19T12:33:00.007+08:00

First of all before i start blabbering on anything, i want to thank God for i have survived the 3 days rugby camp! It was freakinggggg tiring yet really enjoyable! The whole camp was like 3/4 training plus fitness and 1/4 fun time! We had our morning run for the first two days! And HELL YEAAHHHHH, it was a huge CHALLENGE for me cause i cant fucking run! My stamina sucks and i need to train on that! I desperately want to get wayyyy better for my speed. Thats the main aim! Hopefully by the time Polite starts, i'll be all fit to play for the school team, i hope i'll get chosen. Not getting my hopes up high at the moment due to my overall lousy fitness shitsxzxzx! Making it more difficult to get in, theres quite a number of experienced rugger in the current year one's batch! I too have to work harder on my upper body and thighs. I HAVE TO FOCUS ON MY LEGS AS WELL! LEGS, LEGS, LEGS AND MORE LEGS EXERCISE! LET THEM BURN! But other than the training, overall the camp was a blast! :D the one i love most was THE FOOOOOOD! SIMPLY AWESOMEEEEEE! i think it's the finest, nicest camp food i ever tasted in my 18 years of living! Haha. ;DD

And yes guys, im already 18! HAHAHA. :DD though some people still thinks im in secondary school! ): SCREWWWW THEM SHITOS! *points both middle fingers and sticks out tongue* haha. Well, thats basically it for camp i guess. Too many to elaborate on. May i stick to this game and wont get sick of it, may i be committed to Ngee Ann rugby and not lose the interest, ameen. (:

PS:// i didnt mean what i said, please dont let this be the end. i dont want it to be an unhappy ending. im really sorry, i still love you no matter what thats for sure. or you dont feel the same way like i do anymore? i think i just screwed my chance to have you, love.

CAMP'S GONNA BE FUN! :D

2010-06-17T07:37:00.002+08:00

Im sooo gonna miss you Syafiqah Hypnos Zakariah for the next 3 days! D: OMG, im getting all emotional now. Im going to cryyyy! ): i hope i will bump into you later on in school, ameen! If not then i guess we're not fated and we shouldnt see eachother for a year or two ok?

tatatititutu, i heartszxzx you! *winks winks*
HAHAHAHA eeeeeee thats really cheezzzy. ohh dear. i aren't that type of dude. i'll just say it straight to the point, i love you syaaaaaaaa!
;DDDD

will miss you all dear beloveds!
i hope camp will be a hell lot of FUN! :DDD

IF YOU SEE IT THE WAY I DO.

2010-06-16T13:23:00.006+08:00

Why wouldn't you just tell me the truth?
stop hiding stuffs from me please.

i want to know all those cause i really care. wait, but do you see it that way? No, i DONT think so. If only i can read you like a book, that'll be great cause i can be there for you to help you through your downturns in Life. For im here for you always. You act all happy and as if nothing's wrong but actually deep inside there's something that is bothering you. Why not tell me everything, why? Share with me and im happy to help you out in whichever way possible. I'll make myself better off a guy who needs to show more love and concern. Im trying my very best to be up to your standard of this phase. Guide me through it will you eventhough we're not together but still i need YOU. Yes i should be patient and all but i just cant help it but to say it out here, really i dont mean to make you cry, i dont mean all those love. Im really really sorry if all this hurt you and im also really sorry if you dont see it all the way i do. Sooner or later, i hope you will. But sometimes i feel stupid too cause it always seem like im here all emotional and concern about you whereas you dont see it that way, you see as everything's fine. Yes it makes me like the girl in this kinda situation but i seriously couldnt help myself to say it all out here cause everytime i wanna meet up with you, there will always be excuses not to. Im off now, i need to cool myself down. Maybe smoke a pack or two.

God, please help me through this. Im weak. Please.

BLANK!

2010-06-15T10:19:00.004+08:00

Such an AWESOME weather to update my blog. Its currently raining outside! (: Awww, rain please dont stop. GUESS WHAT?! Im still in bed cuddling my pillows now while blogging! Haha. Yes, what should i update about today? I think ive lost touched in the way i used to blog which was wayyyy more interesting and fun to read rather than plain boringggg posts. Thats why i dont see anymore tags coming in. Sad muchhhh? ): Ohh well, dear readers will you do me a big favour? At least put something on my tagboard to show that some of you are still dropping by okayyyyy! :D

Sharkssssss now, im really blank. I seriously do not know what to talk about. :/ Ohh yes yesss, im having my rugby camp in two days time which makes it thurs! Wait im correct right? YES THURS! It'll be thurs till sat! :D I soooo cant wait for it! Hopefully this camp will bond us together tighter as one, as a team. Talking about rugby, i really fucking need to get my stamina back, as in so i could run run run and fucking RUNNNNNN! *If only i could use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now!* HAHAHAHA. Stamina like dogs will be GREAT, i swear for the game! God, i shouldnt be lazy and start running/ jogging! Sya is right, im such a lazybum who needs to focus more on my running than working out my upper body in the gym! :/ Who's Sya you guys ask? Its Syafiqah Hypnos Zakariah! Check her out on facebook guys/ girls! ;D Shes a cute bubbly girl who never fails to make my day whenever im down! Shes like my very own sunshine! ((: Haha alright enough of her, back to me! I need to watch more rugby videos to keep myself motivated, keep the fire burning in me as not to let the team down. My aim, to make it in the school team, ameen.

Thats all for now my beloveds including Sya.
Im off to bathe cause im meeting Riq for gym later at 12!
I promise not to be late or else im soooo DEAD!

Tatatititutu, bye bye!
Have a pleasant day ahead! :DDDD

PS:// im not yet ready cause i dont want to break your heart halfway through the phase.

ITS REAL.

2010-06-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

I really do not know how to put this. Do you seriously mean what you said or you're just faking it. It made me teared. I cant seem to get hold of myself sometimes. Things doesn't feel right, im not sure if there's a hidden meaning to it all. But truly, its your decision to make, i cant do anything about it. If he wants you back and if you feel the same then go ahead. Just quit playing games with my heart, girl.

On a brighter note, THE WORLD CUP FEVERRRRR HAVE STARTED! :DD AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HUH?! WHO AM I SUPPORTING YOU GUYS ASK?! WELL, GERMANY DU-UHH. MY ALL TIME FAVORITE NATIONAL TEAM SINCE THOSE DAYS WHEN Oliver Khan was still around! I love him, one of the greatest goal keeper - My Idol. Awwww, i miss that dude! HAHAHAHA. Alright im off now to catch the opening World Cup match! GOOOOOOOO SOUTH AFRICA FOR THIS ONE! I just pity them. They deserve the win! ((:

PS:// im already eighteen, i need my fucking FREEDOM!

Feeling Old!

2010-06-04T23:52:00.009+08:00

so, yes . as you can see from the title and the picture, i feel old .

BECAUSE IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!! *screaming*

OMG . I HAVE LIKE 7 MORE MINUTES TILL THE END OF MY BIRTHDAY .

I SHALL MAKE THIS FAST .

so . i'm a year closer to looking like the old man at the right side of the picture :/

school was the usual . mundane-ness much . she didn't wait for me DDD:

what else . oh . did i mention that today's my birthday ?!!!!

yes, I AM OLDER . I AM OF LEGAL AGE (Y)

lol . i really don't know what else to type, seriously .

AM GOING OUT WITH MY PARENTS TO GET MY PRESENT TOMORROW .

ok . what else ... OK NOTHING ELSE .

I LOVE SYAFIQAH HYPNOS ZAKARIAH ALOT .

I LOVE HER SO MUCH, I'M GOING CRAZY .

SHE IS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (Y) !

p.s. Hi, Syafiqah here ! Fariz 바보 ~~~~ xD

FAIRYTALE LOVE. (:

2010-05-30T02:28:00.003+08:00

Shrek 4; Forever After was real AWESOME! I went to catch it with Raiko at Jurong Point's Golden Village at night around 10 plus! Adding to the fun, we watched the 3D one! HELL YEAHHHHHH! It was worth the 14 bucks we had to pay for each tickets! Well, its really worth it to me compared to Raiko cause he was the one who paid for the both of us! HAHAHAHA. I know, im very lucky to have such a good friend like him! Haha love you broooooo! ;D Everything was great, a bit of love fairytale happy ending plus a little macho fighting scenes! Haha. I dont mind watching it again actually, its really worth your bucks! :D Despite Shrek and Fiona being ogres, damn they're kinda romantic! HAHAHA. Raiko slept over at my place cause there were no more bus services once the movie was over. So yupp some sort a slumber party? NOT! We just slacked and chilled around. Nothing much happened. Well, tomorrow's Sunday! :DD

Have a wonderful Sunny Sunday everyone! :DDD
But i really want it to rain later! I'M BEGINNING TO HATE SINGAPORE DUE TO THE HUMIDITY! :/

For now, goodbye guys!
Have a good day ahead, Sunny Sunday!

PS:// you were sooo close yet sooo far, girl! ):

JUST RUGBY.

2010-05-29T03:00:00.003+08:00

Its been a real longggggg time since i last updated my blog i know. I seriously do not know what to blog about, too much stuffs happened in my Life. Both the good and the bad. Yupp, thanks to Nadhirah for a gentle reminder to at least update my bloggehhhh cause its like seriously getting BORINGGGGGG! :/ And the last time i wrote a proper post was a few days after i came back from lovely Chengdu, China. Ohh God, how much i really miss that place. The Wonderful Unforgettable experience! I remembered i told you guys that i will blog everything about my China trip from day 1 till the last but frankly speaking im just wayyyy too lazy. All the pictures are already up on my Facebook profile, you guys can check it out when you guys are free! ;D A Hell LOT of pictures were taken but its worth wasting your time looking through them definitely when you're bored! HAHAHAHA. :D

Yes, back to my post title; Just Rugby. I joined Ngee Ann rugby like 4 weeks ago, ive gone for like approximately 8 training only and JUST MY LUCK like what the Chinese will say, "SWAYYYYYYYYY!" ive got like two quite bad injuries. First was a big bruise on my left eye and an obvious cut just millimeters below my eye. What actually happened was that some dude by accident hit my eye with his shoulder whereby the full force injured my left eye at an instant. HELL YEAHHHHH, i felt like the whole World was crashing down on me. I felt like blacking out that very moment! But luckily, my mates helped me with my injury especially Riq. He is the one who's always there for me in my poly Life. He is the one who convinced me to take up rugby as my CCA and i don't regret it a single bit! Thanks Riq for everything if you're reading this by any chance. (:

THE NEXT INJURY was much more worst than the first. I guess around twice the pain! I got a FREAKINGGGGGG deep cut on my lower lips! This was due to one of the dudes whom by accident stepped on my chin with his studs, the impact was real strong hence making me bite my own lips with my teeth! It wasn't exactly wholly his fault. GOD THE PAIN WAS FUCKING UNBEARABLE I SWEAR! I tasted blood, and one of my mates told me that it was bleeding like crazy when i got to know that a piece of flesh was dangling on my lips. Can you imagine the pain?! Ok i have to admit this isn't as painful as dislocation or muscle tear to any parts of your body but still, my very FIRST "extreme" injury i had in my 17 YEARS OF LIVING! And i was told after, i had to go get stitches! DAMN I WAS REALLY SCARED OF IT, STITCHES WHEREBY THEY WILL PIERCE A FUCKING NEEDLE INTO YOUR THIN SKIN! NOW THAT DID FRIGHTEN ME TO GET THOSE STITCHES DONE BUT IT WAS FOR MY OWN GOOD! So i immediately went down to Alexandra hospital with my parents to get the minor surgery as soon as possible. WOW, it was piercing painful i tell you! I had 5 stitches in total! GAHHHHHHHHHHH! But no choice i had to bare with it. Soon after it was all done. This happened on Wednesday, 19th May 2010. But now its not that painful anymore. Recovering quickly i would say.

Now im just waiting for those stitches to dissolve. Thank God, there's no need for the doctor to unstitch everything again! If not that'll be another PAIN i have to suffer! Well, for the time being i have to rest from rugby till my lips heal to the fullest. I really cant wait to get back into that game i love. I hope this, i will be committed to till forever. The game really changed me a lot as a person. "Hard Knocks, Glorious Tackles" babehhhhhhh! ;DD And tomorrow NP will be going against SP, i really wish all the best for Ngee Ann Rugby! Will be there to support them play! ((: ALL THE BEST GUYS! GIVE THEM NO CHANCE YAHH, TEAR THEM APART! HAHA.

Thats all for this post dear readers. I think it's rather long enough huh?
And i'm glad there's still a few people out there who's reading my blog!
Thanks you all! ((: If possible, can you guys at least tag something on my blank tagboard?
Anything will do! Haha, thanks! :D

Night night early morning everyone! (:
Im off, will update my blog often starting from today onwards, i promise!
:DDD

PS:// For im not sure if you're the right one but no doubt you never fail to make me happy always, girl! :)

NIGHT LIFE! :/

2010-05-29T02:57:00.002+08:00

WHAT A HELL OF AN EXPERIENCE IT WAS! JUST BLANK. I REGRET.

DUMB ME, SERIOUSLY!

2010-04-22T00:24:00.002+08:00

The way i see it now, im just another normal guyfriend of yours huh? Dumb me for believing those awww soooooo sweet words! BULLSHIT babe! BULLSHIT! I dont think you really meant it when you said that im your bestfriend that you love. I guess you only come to me when there's no one else to talk to. Am i like your last resort? A substitute or something? Dont you take this seriously? It would be better if you were to just keep everything to your ownself! I bet you dont even see how much i really care about you, how much im concern about you. I really thought i was someone important in your Life. But as time passes by, i finally see the real thing. A great friend of mine have already opened up my eyes to actually notice the truth about the situation im in now, about everything! I wanted our friendship to be stronger and us getting closer to be there for one another, to show your love care and concern like what most bestfriends will do. Well, all that is gone! I hate to say this, but the way i see it, its coming to an end real soon. How i wish i could stop it. Please.

Yours truly,
Fariz.

Chengdu Trip Day 5! :D

2010-04-17T09:00:00.000+08:00

Day 5: 7/3/10
Woke up at 8.30. Showered with Zah. Im already getting used to the boiling heater water. Morris came over to our room at 8 exactly. He was waiting for us outside our room when we came out from the shower! Right on the dot! I had difficulties with my left contacts and I can’t seem to put it in. Was really fed up, seriously! I got hold of my specs instead. Then we walked all the way outside school to the main bustop for like 15mins. Haha, talked to Morris about random stupid stuffs like prostitution in China. The expression on his face was really shocking indeed! He told me I need a girlfriend! HAHAHAHA. On the way to our destination, Morris showed us where we can see China prostitutes. They call it whore here! Their houses they live in are those shop houses. We even saw a small vending machine which sells condoms! It was my first time seeing such a thing! Ohh got to know the public buses here will switch off their engine when they stop. Beat it at bustops or when there’s a red light! Honking and bonking can be heard on the roads every second!

And GUESS WHAT?! Today was the first time we actually could see the Sun after 4 days here. To Morris the weather feels hot when the Sun’s out but to us two it’s still the same! Still COLD! Reached WALLMART! One of the biggest shopping marts in the World! That was what Morris told us! Its freaking huge, like China’s Vivo! Bought lime green shades for 98 yen like 20SGD! :D Then off to Pizza Hut to have our lunch. And its freaking cheap converted into SGD! ONLY $34 FOR A HUGE SIZE SUPREME PIZZA PLUS 3 DRINKS, APPLE JUICE, YOGURT DRINK AND A CHOCOLATE STORY SHAKE (whatever that is, it’s actually chocolate shake plus a scoop of chocolate ice-cream on top!) NOW, ISN’T THAT CHEAP?! Next we decided to take a cab down to China’s Bugis where we can bargain when we buy our stuffs. The public bus there was really late and also unfortunately most cabs were full! Waited for around half an hour! :/ Lucky us there was this random driver who asked if we wanna hitch a ride. I think it’s because of me and Zah’s foreign faces! With the help of Morris he bargained for us the price of the ride to only 20 yen, 10 yen lesser than the normal cab fare! Awesome huh? :D I bought sis a nice bright yellow haversack for 250 yen and dad a simple casual shoe for 150 yen. Morris helped me bargain from the original price of 380 yen! Those China sellers who think they can cheat us just because we’re foreigners! THEY GOT IT ALL WRONG! HAHAHA. Zah bought a few stuffs too then off “home” we went, walked quite a distance. Too worn out, we also decided to take a cab back to our dorm. Cab was difficult to find yet again cause mostly were occupied with passengers. And I really think luck was on our side today. Again, a random driver stopped by us to offer a ride back “home”! Morris told us that this kind of act of “kindness” is illegal but so what?! We got to save 10 yen from 40 yen of usual one to 30 yen! :D

Ohh wait today for me really sucks too cause I got to know that I was cheated yesterday for a polo shirt literally! Zah bought something like mine for 150 yen whereas I bought it for 180! Seriously, I’ve could have use that 30 yen to get freaking something else wayyyy worth my money! Reached school/ “home” an hour plus later cause the driver took a wrong way. Morris paid for our cab fare. Went back to dorm, put our bags and stuffs then off to “supper” which to us is actually dinner at Halal food canteen. Had awesome thick noodles with some gravy like of Mee Bandung in Singapore! There, we bumped into Hadabadi whose Muhammad Aziz’s friend. His 25 years old. Chit chatted awhile. He is a Muslim from another province of China but he looks Arabic Turkish. He went off first after he finished his food. Then Morris called if he could join us to eat. Waited for him with everything then he brought us to the campus library cause he wanted to study. It was huge! Scenery outside the library was really beautiful. We took a couple of pictures.

Then something really heartbreaking happened, my camera fell by accident, it SPOILT! No more pictures from today onwards, got to depend on either Fuad’s or Jew’s camera! Sad, very sad! Back “home” to dorm then off to gym to meet Morris. I trained chest again. Were half an hour late. Morris went home first today with Oscar. They were in a hurry whereas I, Zah and Jew were the only ones left in the gym as it was already closing. We went off 20 mins after the closing hours. I and Zah were hungry so we got Chinese prata from the Halal restaurant downstairs. Strike a conversation with the prata chef, thanks to Jew for translating for us. Saw that cute chubby baby with rosy cheeks again. After getting pratas, we went back to dorm. I bathed with Zah only as Jew was really worn out. Then, we headed to bed at approximately 1.20am.

Chengdu Trip Day 4! :D

2010-03-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

Day 4: 6/3/10
Too tired, didn’t wake up for breakfast. Slept all the way till 8. Zah Zah bought for me a gigantic pau and a packet of chocolate milk with Fuad cause they went to the canteen to eat. Bathed with Jew at around 8.10. Today’s shower was perfect. Not too hot, not too cold. Changed into our clothing then off to meet the rest at block C carpark to board our shuttle bus to city. Temperature was 15 degrees Celsius at this point of time. Journey there was quite long. Probably around an hour plus. Music plugged in all the way. Hip-hop, rap, RNB for the win! And at a point of time, listened to Zah’s crap talks! Fucking irritating at times. Noticed in the streets the vehicles just horn and swift through like nobody’s business. Theres even motorcycles on zebra crossings and bridges. It was worst than Malaysia.

We reached city 1hour 30mins after. The shopping centre really reminds me of Takashimaya! We were excited when we saw Vans boutique. Sadly, the price of the goods when converted is the same in Singapore or more expensive. We went separated ways from the rest. Me, Nizam and Zah explored China’s Takashimaya. Zam wanted to go inside Jack & Jones so we went. The sales girls there were extremely friendly. I can see from their faces that they were really excited to see us, foreigners in their shop. And ohh God, most of them were gorgeous! Cute faces and sweet voices made me melt! They followed us everywhere we went to in the shop, literally! They trailed us closely! Haha. But sadly we weren’t able to take pictures with them because that’s just against their law of no pictures can be taken in the mall. Prices were somewhat the same when converted into Singapore dollars. So decided to go to Bugis at Chinatown whereby we were able to bargain as much as we could. Before that we ate at KFC. Its totally different from Singapore’s. There’s beef in their menu! Cool huh? And the other thing was that they do not have chilli sauce packets! Gotta sacrifice myself to eat with only tomato sauce! D: Ohh yes before I forgot, Zah Zah hates spicy stuffs cause his such a PUSSY! HAHAHAHA. :P

And gym with Morris again. Made friends with one of his close mates. Name’s Oscar. I fell off a bicycle of Oscar’s when we were on the way home thanks to Amin due to instability. He allowed me to ride his bike. Ohh yes, he can speak English fluently! We ended gym at 10.15. Off to get dinner straight after. Ate at the Halal place again. Morris ordered for us beef soup noodles which tasted exactly like Mee Soto back in Singapore! Reminds me of nyayi’s cooking! The restaurant owners were really delighted to see us! We can see through the wide smile in their faces nodding to most of the words we were trying to say. We too saw the cute chubby little baby just now! I think he remembers me as he was staring at me the whole time. Now isn’t that adorable? Haha. :D The only thing I did was to smile and waved back at him. Morris treated us China made ice lemon tea for us 3, me Zah and Jew! Then after all the food, we went back to our dorm. Lights out at 11, off to bed at 1 after we bathed! (:

Chengdu Trip Day 3! :D

2010-03-21T13:15:00.001+08:00

Day 3: 5/3/10
Woke up late today cause I overslept. Heard my alarm way earlier at 5.30 but I just switched it off. I was really shagged after gym yesterday. I trained chest and biceps. Heaviest weight for chest press 25kg each side. An achievement, I would say! :D After getting up from bed went straight for shower. The heater water was hot like steam, literally! After bathing, it was already 8, and lecture starts at 8! Had our so called breakfast at 12. Ate sheep and noodles, it’s the BOMB I tell you guys! Spent 2.80 yen (50cents) for everything! Freaking CHEAP! :D I and Zah met a Chinese Muslim at the canteen. Muhammad Aziz is his name. He is an Ugur, one of the minority races here in China. They look like Arabic Turkish people but actually they are pure Chinese people from China itself.

We, the Malay students took a bus to the mosque as it was a Friday. It was such a bumpy ride! Bus driver horns every second and he even shouts when something on the road in front of him/ her doesn’t feel right, way worst than Tarzan! They also drive on both sides of the road! There are also announcements in the bus asking passengers to get ready to alight at the next bustop. Reached the mosque soon after. Kinda rundown not like what I expected. From the outside it looks like a Chinese temple. But as soon as I went in, the view is really great. As in those style of a Chinese temple but it’s actually a mosque! At that point of time, my tummy was feeling uneasy so I rushed to the toilet without knowing that I have to take a kind of “teapot” along with me for me to wash myself. It was shocking; the toilet is seriously different than any mosque you’ve seen back in Singapore! The place where you have to shit is open whereby the cubicles got no doors and pillars. You can see the guy beside you doing their business as well! It was really a gross side but thinking of it again, I’m there to do my prayer so I just have to be patient with everything. It was an eye opener indeed. We had our ablution in a whole different way instead of getting water from the tap straight, we had to use the “kettle like jugs” to fill them up with water and use that to pour it on our hands and other parts of our bodies for the ablution.

Then it was the call of prayer. Sat in the praying area, heard the imam recite the Quran verses and his azan with his tiny bit Chinese accent is just beautiful to my years. Seeing everyone there was such a heavenly sight. Thanks a lot to one of our lecturers, Mr Teo for trying his very best to find us a mosque for our Friday prayer. He even went around in the Muslim canteen in search of someone who knows where we can find a mosque. (: After prayers, we took the bus straight back to school. Rested in our dorms for a while then went to have dinner at the Muslim canteen. Nothing much happened after that. I got to bed early before 11 that is. :D

Chengdu Trip Day 2! :D

2010-03-17T14:15:00.011+08:00

Day 2: 4/3/10
Was freaking AWESOME! By coincident we made 3 new friends today! They are all locals from China. One male and the other two were females! Thanks to Zahrul for telling me there was a hotstuff at the back riding her bicycle. And God, she was cuteeeeeeeeee! BABY CUTEEEEEEE! So I just stopped, turned around, smiled at them two and started a conversation! What did I say you guys ask? A simple “Hello!” and ask whether I can take a picture with them with my wide smile, looking them in the eyes! :D And their reply was like, “Sure, sure but why? Why you guys wanna take a picture with us? Are you gonna post it up on some naughty website?” We were shocked when they asked that question. So our reply was just, “We want to make China friends here in the campus! (:”. So after hearing that, they agreed. Their names are Vida and Marco by the way! Vida being the really really really cuteeeeeeeeeee one! ;D

AND GUESS WHAT?! They FREAKINGGGG asked for our numbers! Our China numbers that is! HAHAHAHA isn’t that FUCKING AWESOME! FOR THE FIRST TIME, A GIRL ACTUALLY ASKED FOR MY NUMBER! OK NOT THE FIRST, BUT THIS WAS JUST OUT OF NOWHERE BABE! :D But sadly, we haven’t gotten our China sim cards yet! ))): Then, they volunteered to bring us to go get the sim cards but unfortunately the shops were already close at that time! D: Wait, not only that! They took their initiative to ask for our hotmail address! Haha. So without hesitation, I willingly gave one of them mine! The cuter one that is! She in her pink winter clothing! Just plain CUTE! :D We exchanged with them their emails at the same time whereby theirs was of some “msn messenger” in China. (SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT TO CHAT WITH HER SIALXZXZX! HAHAHA.) :DD They call it QQ. After taking a few pictures with them, we went off as we have to head back to our dorms as our eyes were really tired! I slept at 12am today.

Before the whole thing which happened above:
Ate at a halal restaurant for dinner. The only halal restaurant in the Chengdu University campus. Ordered some noodles which tastes like pasta! HELL YEAHHHHHHH, PASTA BABEHHHHH! HAHAHA. But without cheese! D: Well, the noodles are real thick! DAMNNNN TASTY! It tastes good even when its eaten plain! Ohh yes, the owner of the restaurant wears a songkok with unique designs on it! We also saw a toddler in the restaurant! A cute round chubby baby girl/ boy! Made me really really reallyyyyyy “geram”! I felt her rosy chubby cheeks and rub my hand on her soft forehead! Took a picture with her and her mom too! The whole time, that cute baby girl kept staring at me with her puffy big eyes! CUTE RIGHTTTTTTTTTTT?! We then saw this small stall when we left the restaurant. It was just outside selling you guess what?! PRATAAAAAAAA! YES PRATA! :D AND ITS FUCKING DELICIOUS! The inside have bananas, syurup and sugar I think cause its soooo sweeeeeeet and tasty! I just cant stop eating it! And its only day two, I feel like im growing fatter and my tummy becoming bigger! BONCET is what us, Malays call it! ):

BUT ON A BRIGHTER NOTE, I made friends with a cool dude named Morrison in the gym here in Chengdu! The unbelievable thing, he was the one who started a conversation with me in proper English, asking me where I was from and stuffs. What am I doing down here in Chengdu, how long will I be here, where am I staying at in the Chengdu University, which dorm, which room, how long have I been training AS A BODYBUILDER! (Can You Guys Believe It?! He thinks that im a bodybuilder with this small body size of mine! I feel DAMN HONORED laaa! ;D), how old am I and other random things :DD SHOCKING HUH GUYS?! His body is reallyyyyy huge for his size! But the turnoff was his chest! HAHA, NO SERIOUS he was the one who told me so! I aren’t looking down on him, I SWEAR! We even took pictures together in the gym itself ignoring to the surroundings at how quite a number of people were literally staring at us one kind! HAHA. He taught me a few bodybuilding poses and snapped a couple of niceeeeeee pictures! (Y) That’s all, AWESOME much for my day two in China? GOODNIGHT WORLD!:DDDD

Chengdu Trip Day 1! :D

2010-03-17T14:10:00.003+08:00

Day 1: 3/3/10
Touched down in China; Chengdu at 3.40pm. And the weather was freakingggg cold! Approximately around 7 degrees Celsius! Ohh yes, the flight stewardesses for our Silk Air flight were really really HOT! Especially this one Malay lady! GUESS WHAT?! She stroke a mini conversation with me! Awesome huh? ;D Then off to our University! The scenery was GREAT I tell you! Simply FANTASTIC! It’s like I’m in Amsterdam or some Europe Countries! As usual, I was very amazed looking at the surrounding! I immediately took out my camera and snap all over the place! Camwhored (took plenty of pictures) a HELL LOT with Zah- Zah! Ohh yes, that’s the nickname I gave my close bud; Zahrul! HAHA. We got to know our team leaders on the day itself! Ours was a nice friendly innocent young chap. His name was Chao! :D Stroke a conversation with him and I got the hang of it. And as hours passed by, we were kinda close like we’ve known eachother for a long time! Haha. He even bought for me one of the best cigarette brands in China which costs 55 yen (12 SGD)!

The COOLEST SHIT thing is that I can see fog coming out from my mouth when I talk! Imagine how cold that can be! AND IT’S NOT EVEN WINTER! :/ We had some introductions and a campus walk around the whole University. Went to our dorms and it was wayyyyyyyyy better than I expected it to be! We had a double bed of our own whereby we had to climb a ladder to sleep on it! AWESOME HUH?! First time in my Life to have that kinda bed! :D There was also a mini welcome ceremony whereby the principal, head mistress of the University had a speech for us. She told us a brief history about Chengdu and told us all the fun we can have in our stay here in China. It was such a warm welcome I’ll say. By the time everything was done, it was already 6 plus, time for dinner. Went to the no pork, no lard canteen as the Halal one was already closed. For the first day, we need not use our card (it’s for us to buy stuffs in campus like food, drinks, groceries etc.) Everything was for free. The food was rather ok actually, not too bad. Chao had dinner with us too. We chit chat and crapped awhile after dinner.

Then I asked if there’s a gym here and fortunately, there was one at the supermarket in campus! We went there straight after dinner to check it out. And we had to register for a membership to enter the gym, me, Zah and Jew agreed to sign up as it was only 147 yen ($27 SGD) for 2 months! :D We got our membership card on the spot as well. Jay Cutler’s (Mr. Olympia) picture is on the face of the card, pretty COOOOL right? A really good way to motivate us every time we see our card when we go to gym! After registering, back to our dorm we went. I was too sleepy to shower. (Time check – 11.50pm.) Off to sleep I went in my jeans and Arsenal sweater! :D

BE AWAY, FAR FAR AWAY!

2010-03-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

Dear beloved people of the World, I Muhammad Fariz Bin Mohd Shahruddin from NP (ECE); S10068270E will be away for 6 weeks to Chengdu, China for the school Overseas Immersion Program! HELL YEAHHHHHHH! 6 FREAKINGGGGGGG WEEKS PEOPLE! And i just got to know that we cant access Facebook there! Yes, FOOOOOOOOOKSHITSXZXZX! I would die with no Facebook for a week, what more 6 weeks! That simply sucks! How to update on myself, how to check on all my friends and how they are doing and how to take nonsensical quizzes which i find it kinda trustworthy with the results that i always get? I guess the most i could do is just update my bloggehhhhhh! YES YES, this time i promise!

OMG, i will miss all of you guys out there for sure! Miss me too yahh! HAHAHAHAHA. WTF. Alright, mainly my family members, beloved Mom, Dad and Sis. My Grandma, Grandpa, Aunties, Uncles, Cousins, my AWESOME friends, my schoolmates, my loves, my scandals (HELL NO, I GOT NONE! HAHA THIS IS JUST TO SPICE UP MY BLOG A LITTLE! ;D). Ohh yes even my D7 brothers, in alphabetical order Adam, Hakim, Haziq, Heiryl, Irfan and Matin! EVERYONE i should say, every single one of you! ):

And before i forget! I gotta list down the birthdays of those people who falls in March so i'll remind myself to get them something there in CHINAAAAAAAA for their presents! Seeeee, am i a good friend to have or whaaaaaat! ;D HAHAHA. And you got me, the goods there are like FOOKINGGGGG CHEAP sialxzxzx! "SHOP BABY SHOPPPPPPPP, I MUST!" :DDDDD

Sooooo well, if any of you would like to say your last farewell and goodbye to me, you guys can be at the Airport(T2) on 3rd March by 840am! Haha, im just joking laaaa!

HEARD FROM A FRIEND OF MINE, THAT ITS SNOWING THERE IN CHINA! AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEESHITSXZXZXZXZX! FINALLY, I COULD FEEL SNOW, BUILD SNOWMEN AND EVEN SNOW ANGELS! OHHHH MY GOD, I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT! :DDDDDDDDDDD i hope she didnt get it wrong! :/

YES YES YES, cant wait to enjoy myself in China with my BEST BUDDY, SHITASS ROCKER - Sufi Hakim! Yeahh bero? \m/ ;DD

For now, GOODBYE ALL!
loves; Fariz. (((:

PS:// S.F i will miss you babehhhhhhh! ):

THERE IS HOPE! (:

2010-02-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

I wanna save this people from their sorrows if only i got the money, if only im some rich dude who finds money is not a problem at all, who earns thousands of dollars every second, if only i was a billionaire, if only i was Filthy Rich! I would use it all on these poor innocent Haiti people to make their Life a better place than it is now, currently. Dear God, please help them. And so you guys know this is one of the few music videos i teared watching. I could just pity them all but i cant do anything to help. I feel so useless and helpless that the only thing i could do is pray for them. So please guys out there, my beloved readers. Let us all say our prayers for them in your own ways. :) May everything get back to normal as soon as possible.

PS:// The Rap part is the SEX! ;D

US, FOUR! :D

2010-02-26T01:21:00.011+08:00

Watched Valentines Day with Dray, Eileen and Hui Min just now at Cathay Cineleisure and the show was AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE! (yupp i do love to use the word Awesome, cause it really is! Haha.) Seriously, its worth watching! For couples (beat it young and old), for bestfriends, for buddies and even for gays! Nope, really trust me on this one! GO WATCHHHHHHHH! And God i should have catch it with a girl during Valentines Day itself! STUPID ME! D: Ohh well, just not my luck! But just now with the 3 AWESOME people was good enough! Or should i say, GREAT? HAHAHAHA. If any of you guys are reading this, you guys ROCKSXZXZXZX YO! And no im not exaggerating laaa! :D Ohh yes before i forget, i have to personally thank Dray for giving me all his advise and point of views on loveshitsxzxzx! HAHA. Thanks a lot bro, you can be my very own personal love doctor! ;D How does that sound? Thats basically it for today's post!

Im off to read through my Eltech again for my paper later on! Wish me all the Best! Its the final last paper For The Win! :DDDD

Last but not least, i wont disappoint you two Dray and Eileen! I'll do my very best for Eltech! Thats a promise and thanks for helping me with quite a number of questions too! <3
(((:

THE SEX BOMB SHELL! ;D

2010-02-23T00:19:00.006+08:00

I WANNA HUNT DOWN FOR THOSE PAIR OF KICKS TOO! KNNCCB FUCKINGGGGG NICEEEEEEEEEEEE! Ohh sharks, i misplaced my God damn glasses! And im glassless at home, the feeling SUCKS A HELL LOT cause i cant see shitsxzxzx! Pfffffft. D:

ROADTRIP! :D

2010-02-21T10:21:00.008+08:00

Went out on a "Roadtrip" with Riq yesterday cause he wanted to get a fish tank for his hamster! Crazy dude huh? A tank for hamsters?! Well, kinda imaginative i should say! For once, he is thinking outside the box! HAHA. Met him at Jurong East then trained all the way down to Serangoon. It was said that theres a lot of pet shops down at Serangoon Ave 5 which sell cheap reasonable stuffs for animals (like du-uhh, of course not for humans laaa DUMBSHITSXZXZXZ! Hahaha.)

We searched for the place for like 45 minutes till we finally found the "PET PARADISE", literally. Everywhere we go were full of pet shops selling various types of animals from Crocodiles to Eagles! NOT! HOW I WISH THAT WAS TRUE! HAHA. The one thing that caught my attention was this bird shop which sells a variety different type of birds ranging from those typical common birds you see under your bloks to colorful gorgeous beautiful parrots! They're big i tell you, seriously BIG! Here's a few pictures ive taken of the parrot!

(HUGE huh?!)
If only i could get one, it'll be goooooood! :D I'll rather listen to my parrot imitate me would not be as irritating as how my mom nags all day long! You can faint, trust me on this one! Finally, after a few rounds searching for the shop which sells the cheapest hamster products Riq got them all! By the time, it was already night! Ohh we started our "Roadtrip" at 1pm mind you! Now isnt that fcukingggg longggggggggg?! Haha but its worth it i guess right Riqo? He spent a total of $90 for only ONE of his hamster which doesnt have a proper cage! Such a good owner he is. Thats all for my Saturday! :DDDD

PS:// YES, BY THE WAY HE GOT A TOTAL OF 7 DWARF AND SYRIAN HAMSTERS IN TOTAL! CRAZY MUCH?! I think hamsters get him all highhhhhh on drugs babehhhh! HAHAHAHAHA.

REAL LOVE?

2010-02-18T11:54:00.006+08:00

( MEET ME HALFWAY! (: )
Watch that video ive uploaded up there guys! Worth your time, really! Such a simple short rather "romantic" and "cute" story! Go, go, go watch! (: And i think im in love, like seriously. SHARKS! I hate having this kinda feeling when u thought your in love but actually you are not! Is it me always having high hopes in this situations. GOD! Help me realize it please, is my feelings towards her true! Girl, are you the one ive been waiting for all this while. Are you the one for meeeeeeee? Haha maybe its just an infatuation, another crush or perhaps its really really Real Love? HAHAHAHAHAHA, WTF.

Ok enough being emotional and stuffs!
Now i gotta studyyyyyy for EG2 maths paper tomorrow!
Wish me luck people! :DDD

YADA, YADA!

2010-02-17T13:36:00.003+08:00

I WANT THAT SLIPPERS/ SANDALS BADLY, I WANT IT, I WANT IT, I REALLY REALLY REALLYYYYY WANNA GET IT! VERY VERY SOOOOON! BEFORE HEADING OFF TO CHINA I HOPE! :DDDD But first, where do i get the money from? FUCK! D:

PS:// If its not for the China trip, aunt would have gotten tickets for me to the Backstreet Boys concert Live in Suntec City already! HMPHHHH, just not my luck huh? ):

KICKS!

2010-02-16T00:23:00.004+08:00

Look at the HOT GORGEOUS PRETTY kicks up there! Saw it at a freaking Nike warehouse and was seriously dumb and stupid enough not to get it despite Riq telling me its worth my bucks! At that point of time i already got the money but was reluctant to get it cause i guess it was just a waste of money till some of my friends told me they saw that pair of kicks at a shop named Limited Edition selling it for around $130++! Like WHAT THE FUCK righttttt! NOW, I REGRET! FUCK! And no point of me going back there again, by the time i think its already GONE! DEAD & GONE! D: FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK SHITSXZXZXZX!

If any of you readers out there by chance see that pair of high cut still exists, please inform me will you. I'll surely grab it that very instant!

YES, ITS GREEEEEEEN! and it reminds me of Christmas with the colors of green and red like that of a Christmas tree! HAHA. :D

Well, nights all!
Sweetdreams! (:

PS:// Its too early to love, im just plain dumb at this kinda stuff too! FOOK once again! :/

LOVE!

2010-02-11T22:14:00.001+08:00

Hi love, will either one of you be willing to be my Valentine for tomorrow? ;)
HAHAHAHA.

PS:// I just finished eating a whole bowl of beautiful gorgeous red strawberries and they were AWESOME! Now then i know why girls really really reallyyy love them! For once, i thought they were all just acting cute cause strawberries seem so girly and stuffs! BUT ONCE I BITE INTO THOSE SRAWBERRIES MY MOM BOUGHT, I GUESSED WRONG! TRUE, THEY WERE LOVELY! HAHAHA, mom was like where in the World did all the strawberries i got just now went to?! -ALL IN MY TUMMY MAMA! :DDD

(This is it! ;D)
Yes before i forget, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my chinese friends and those who are celebrating it despite not being chinese! :DD HAHAHAHA. Just for the sick of Hang Bao money! Pffft. Heyy, its not a bad idea afterall! I should celebrate it too cause im in deep shit need of monehhhhhh! Theres a HELL LOT of things i wanna buy! Ohh money, money can you please drop down from the sky, ohh money money please! DDD:

NIGHT NIGHT EVERYONE!
love you, love you.(:
*huggs and kisses*

PATIENCE!

2010-02-03T23:04:00.035+08:00

Went to watch those two movies up there back to back with Fariq straight after school. Well actually, i skipped one lesson just to spend some time with that dude also known as Raiko Gonzalez (macam paham)! HAHA. EG2 lecturer didnt come today whereby we had 2 hours of free period! AWESOME much? YES, i knowwwwww Ngee Ann rocks, ROCKS babehhhhh! HAHAHAHA. ;D Thats why come to Ngee Ann, dear freshies! :D For guys, here is where you can find a HELL LOT of HOT chicks! *raises eyebrows up and down* HAHAHAHA.

Alright, back to the topic. Blind Side was an emotional story which had a great impact on me to do better in gym basically and to also lose my flabby tummy fats! Its all about American football on how one lucky negro guy started his hard, difficult and dull Life from the ghettos to proceed into that sport and in the end became one of the well-known famous players. He never gave up and he didnt put aside his opportunity to upgrade himself to be a better man. *A MUST WATCH MOVIE THAT YOU GUYS WONT REGRET WATCHING!* And God, Sandra Bullock looks stunning in this movie despite her age being 40 plus already! :O

Next up was Invictus, the movie was everything about rugby in South Africa on how the new black president, Nelson Mandela motivated and made the rugby team victorious in the 1995 Rugby World Cup! This movie is more on the color of the skin and race. It shows how the blacks and the whites did learn to get along through the true game of RUGBY! For rugby players, this is a good movie for you guys to watch. To show whats teamwork which will therefore lead to success! GOD, i really cant wait to join rugby! Hopefully, soon my body will be as big like those rugger in the movie! D:

Well, thats all folks. My post is kinda boring i know cause im kinda in a hurry to finish up my fucking Business Finance project which is superrrrrr freakingggg hard with AWESOME group mates like Shafiq Halil, Md Haikal and Raiko Gonzalez! (search them on facebook if you guys want to make more friends! haha.) ;D

Will end off here.
Goodbye, goodnight World! (:
Tatatititutu!
:DDDDDD

PS:// Dont let criticisms pull you down, let them boost you up to achieve better in everything you do. ;)

SMART MAMATS YET AGAIN! ;DDD

2010-01-28T21:48:00.019+08:00

Had our final and last presentation for Comp Tool Kit on Monday. And GOD, we looked fucking HOT in our formal wear! Yes all of us were that is, not only me! HAHA. NO, im not joking! Im SERIOUS FUCK! It was a blast, BLAST i say! We had the feel of becoming a businessman for the day and it was AWESOMEEEEEEE! :D Trust me, we really look HOT!

If you guys dont believe? Then just scroll down and look at the pictures ive posted up! HAHAHAHA. ;D Ohh yahh before i forgot, this will be a freakingggg longgggggg post due to the number of pictures ive uploaded! So yes, just take your time! I bet you guys wont regret looking through them all! HAHA, wait i meant the girls! XD Cause there are 5 young charming men who look stunning posing for the camera with a hell lot of various shots!

The last few pictures was taken in the Jurong East library when i was bored with Sufi doing his own stuffs, sooo yupp i had a little fun myself! Kinda vain i know but thats just me! Haha. :D Well, thanks to my Macy Baby - you're a great photographer hunnehhhh! <3 ;D

Here goes;

"THE CLASSIC POSE!"

Thats all babehhhhh!
Tatatititutu, nighty night night and sweetdreams! ;)

BACKSTREET BOYS IS NOT GAY!

2010-01-24T14:48:00.007+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! For you guys who do not know, The AWESOMESHITSXZXZXZXZX Backstreet Boys are coming to town! YES YES! Coming here to Singapore in February! How i wish any kind soul out there will get me tickets to watch them Live at Suntec City Hall! GODDDDD I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA CATCH THEM AT THEIR CONCERT! D: But sadly, i dont think that will happen laaa. Who will want to waste $68, $98 and $148 on me righttttttt? But seriously, if any of my readers out there is willing to buy me those GOLDEN TICKETS, im going to love them for Life, i swear! Wait, who will even want my love? ): HMPHH, im emotionally down now! DOWN DOWN DOWN!

Dear Backstreet Boys – Nick Carter, Howie Dorough, Brian Littrell and AJ McLean, by any chance if any of you guys happen to bump into my blog, i just wanna make a shoutout to you four that you guys are one hell of a FUCKING AWESOME boy band! The first ever boy band i listened to that is! Soooo, i'll be very touched and pleased if you guys were to give me free tickets to watch your Live performance here in Singapore! *if only i got that rainbow stone from the movie "Shorts" so that i can wish for WHATEVER I LIKE!* DDD:

Well, i guess not this time i'll be able to watch their concert maybe some other when im already rich, married, have kids and a few Bentleys whereby money will not be a problem for me! How i wish, yet again. :/

Here, i'll end my post still feeling downnnnnn! Very downnnnnnnnnn!
Goodbye my beloved readers! ):
Tatatititutu.
Nights.

Ohh yes, on a brighter note im gonna wear formal again for my Comp Tool Kit presentation tomorrow! SMART MAMAT babehhhhh! HAHA. :DDD

PS:// and may Arsenal win the match later on with Stoke City, ameeen. (:

BENTLEYS! ;D

2010-01-19T13:57:00.001+08:00

MOTIVATION (LIMITS)!

2009-12-28T23:17:00.007+08:00

(Name not to be known for i know how to RESPECT.)
ur face retard enuff to cover the global facebook HQ....
soooo.... crawl back in freak
Today at 10:29am

Fariz Shahruddin
ohh really? nahh ures wayyyy worst! ;D that cant deny!
Today at 7:13pm ·

(Name not to be known for i know how to RESPECT.)
u ask any fool dwn da street... dey noe ur a pussy...
struggling for a push up n wanna do barbell... wif ur beefed up teeth... tryin act like 50 cent wif tat hat.... i tell u whr u shud go... go bother someone else... some one ur standard...
Today at 11:02pm

Fariz Shahruddin
pls dont crap and u think too highly of ureself. look at ureself first laaa dude. thanks.
34 minutes ago

(Name not to be known for i know how to RESPECT.)
ouh plz.... i dun need to look at myself... i look at u... n i thk gawd im not as pathetic as u
33 minutes ago

Fariz Shahruddin
(:
31 minutes ago

Yes guys this is my motivation to do better in gym to prove to some people wrong. Let time tell. And may i soon become my very BEST! :D Nothing more to update cause im rather lazy. :/ Well, i guess i will update more on my Sentosa outing with D7 as soon as i get my momentum back in blogging! HAHA. Stay tune guys! Or maybe making things easier, i'll just upload the pictures taken on that day!

For now, tatatititutu lovelies!
Nighty night night!
Huggs & Kisses! Haha.
;DDDDDD

PS:// FOOOOOK! I think i tore my muscle on my left outer chest! The pain is fucking unbearable! ); I need two weeks break from gym to fully recover, earlier i hope! Hmphh. D:

SMART MAMATS BABEHHHHH! ;D

2009-12-11T00:41:00.017+08:00

No mood to update. Let the pictures do the talking! Sooooo sorry people, im kinda lazy to blog. Well, guess this is how to maintain my blog alive! (: Enjoy the pics ive uploaded below. They are taken on the day of my presentation for Comp Tool Kit. Some module which is just a waste of time whereby we gotta learn proper English like grammars and good sentence structures! Even the way you speak in that class have to be of perfect English and i really mean it, PERFECT! My lecturer will correct every tiny bit (literally) of mistakes we make when we talk in class. :/ its BORINGGGGGGG i know!

But what to do! I guess its a good start for me to improve my English despite getting a B3 for Os! HAHAHAHA. (not bragging or anything laaaa, its a fact!) and i'll be soooo dead if my lecturer sees this! All the wrong spellings! She'll faint i swear and she'll also go, "Aiyayaiyaiyai!" (her favourite phrase! we'll hear that in every lesson WITHOUT FAIL!) For once, i thought she sounded like the robot from Mighty Morphin Power Rangers! XD Wait GUESS WHAT?! i googled it and the robot's name is Alpha 5 if im not wrong! *IRFAN I NEED YOUR HELP HERE PLSSSSSS, did i get it correct?* HAHA. Ok, back to the pictures guys! Go take a look at them! FREAKINGGGGG AWESOMEEEEEEE pictures i must say! XD For more, just head down to my facebook page! More for yahh! ;DD

PS:// i think somewhat through myself blogging, i got the flow of it. my mood suddenly changed! WOW! WOOOOOOTS! thanks ;rizlimegreen.blogspot.com! You actually made my day! (: OHHHH! AND AND, i think i look kinda HOT wearing formal! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. GO SEEEEEEEEEEE! ;P

Alright thats all folks! ;D Goodbye ALL!

-Goodbye my lovers!~
-Goodbye my friends!~
-Goodbye my enemies!~
-Goodbye my spammers!~
-Goodbye my scandals!~
-Goodbye EVERYONE!~

Hahahahaha, ok lameeeeeee! I guess thats because its wayyyy past my bedtime! *yawns*
Now, nighty night night lovelies!
:DDDDDD

UPDATES! ;D

2009-12-06T22:51:00.001+08:00

Well i know its been quite a while since i last blogged cause im busy lately with projects and stuffs. Mainly, im LAZY! My bloggehhh is like dead i guess, literally! I dont think anyone's popping by anymore. Its all rusty and dusty and smelly! OMG, im actually crapping and talking shitxzxzx again! FARIZZZZZZ IS BACK, PEOPLE OF THE WORLD! :D HAHAHAHA. NO NOO NOOOO, how can blogs be all rusty and dusty and smelly in the virtual world! I was just joking gundus who thought it was real! STOOOOPIDDDD! :P Hmmmmmm, what should i talk about today? Or should i say brag about! HAHA. Alright that doesnt make a huge difference righttttt? Or does it? (Let me keep you guys thinking for a moment there! Haha. ;D) Ohh yahh, the freakinggggg COMMON TEST is just around the corner and i need to start my intense revision! NOT i need, its i MUST! GOD! Riz please, dont repeat the same mistake you did last sem. PLEASE RIZ PLEASE! (For those of you whos wondering why am i talking to myself here on my blog, its because im trying to motivate myself! Yes, MOTIVATE people!) Back to my update, let me sum up on what happened this past few days.

By the way, so you guys know, i skipped my first lecture in the morning just to update this bloggehhhh! HAHAHA. NOT! I wont bother even, its just a coincidence! haha. I kinda overslept thats why! Im off to school soon cause my next class starts at 1! Gotta hurrehhhhh, why? CAUSE I HAVENT EVEN BATHE! YES I STINK, I DO like some rotten banana!

Alright back to the topic, i nearly lost my old budget 2600 Nokia handphone (who in the bloody World would wanna take that phone of mine! even those living in the ghettos wont!) cause it slipped out of my pocket in the bus. But thanks a HELL lot to my bro, Sufi Hakim for calling my phone multiple times till someone picked up. Thank God, it was the bus driver. Waited at the passenger service for approx 45 mins till i got my handphone back! It didnt end there, i had to prove its my handphone by telling that stoooopid dumbass driver my handphone model and dial my no. to see if it rings! WTFXZXZXZX right! Thats basically it!

I think i'll stop right here now! Off to the bathroom to take my shower and then off to school! Byeeeeeee guys!
Tatatititutu!
Love you all! ;DDDD

BACK TO LOVE! (:

2009-11-26T11:10:00.005+08:00

Currently in school, will update soon! ((: watch the video i posted up alright guys! take things slow even if it'll take you years. crawl, tiny steps bit by bit will do you good when time passes by. dont rush baby, dont! ;DD

IM GAY; HAPPY! ;D

2009-11-15T01:40:00.007+08:00

They are the BOMB guys! They are just BOOMZXZXZXZXZ shakalaka babehhhhhh! (haha yupp a new word i made myself with the help of that stupidshitxzxzx low IQ ris low! whatever, her name sounds like mine, FUCK her mann!) HAHAHA. She can go jump off the highest building in Singapore into a sea full of sharks and nobody will even care if she lives or dies after that! :P Ok here im drifting away again from my actual post! Seriously theres something wrong with me! I cant think straight nowadays! Thats why i turned gay! Go check out my facebook profile status! YESSSSSS, im happily attached to Sufi boncet! HAHAHAHA. Such a hotsuff talented rocker/ lead guitarist he is! ROCK ON babeeeeeee! \m/ ;DDD

Well, that video up there is my favourite all time boy band since i was in kindergarten thanks to both my aunts who introduced them to me! (yupp they bought most of their albums for me that is! :D) The Backstreet Boys really rock my colorful socks and boxers! I used to dance to their songs and go all hyper when i see them on tv! Now, i will just keep it to myself but still deep inside im a HUGEEEEEEEEEEE fan of them! WOOOOOOOOOTS! I own all their albums including their latest, "This Is Us!" :D A SHOUTOUT to AJ, Nick, Brian and Howie D, "IM TOTALLY IN LOVEEEEEEEEEE WITH YOU GUYS! COME TO SINGAPORE PLSSSSSSSS!" will be waitingggggg.(((:

Alright thats all for now! Tatatititutu!
Nighty night night baby honey bunnies out there! (referring to ALL my beloved readers actually no one in specific! XD)
:DDDDD

PS:// ive got phobia of needles! D: my face turned pale and i nearly passed out when i had my injection the other day to get my blood type which is B+! I actually aimed for a distinction maybe an A/A+ but B+ isnt that bad righttttttttt? i still pass! :D OK BULLSHITXZXZXZX, im crapping now cause its wayyyyyy past my bedtime! Off to bed i should. Nights lovelies! ;DDD

HIS THE MAN! :D

2009-11-09T00:42:00.001+08:00

This post is actually meant for my BELOVED Dad! Its his birthday today! Here im, wanna wish my BABA a Happy Sweet 45th Birthday! All ripe and old with his white curly hair, mustache and gutty! (but his still young, charming and handsome in my mom's eyes that is! ;P) Hahaha yesssss! Thanks to both my parents having curly hair, i too have one of the coolest curliest hair in school! :D CHEYYYYYY! I wanna have an afro hairstyle like the Alleycats! I WISH! Asked mom, "What made you fall in love with baba?" and her reply was, "Cause of his Afro hairstyle that of an old school rocker!" Sweeeeeeet righttttt! ROCK ON BABA! \m/ HAHAHA.

Went to celebrate his birthday yesterday at Changi Airport Termial 3's Secret Recipe for branch. He had Spaghetti Meatballs. Sis only got herself Mushroom Soup cause she already had her bowl of cereals (frootloops to be exact!) in the morning! HAHA. Whereas me and mom ate Lamb Stew Steak something like that if im not wrong! It was damnnn niceeeeeeeeeeeee laaaa, just plain marvelous! That tender meat! YUMMYYYYYYYYYY! *drools*. Alright enough. Now my tummy is rumbling! Im hungrehhhhh! D: Overall, GREAT Saturday spent with my loved ones! (:

On a lighter note, ive got the World's most AWESOMEEEEEEEEST DAD! His the best. His the man. His my KING who never fails to stand by my side whenever im in need of someone. His my very own designer. His my very own barber (for those of you who does not know, my dad usually trims my hair! HAHA :D). His my everything, thank God for giving me a dad like him who understands me very well who wouldnt stop pushing me to aim higher and be better in everything i do! Im beginning to have a closer father and son bond this past few weeks. Dear baba, i hope one day i'll be able to fulfill your wish of your only son becoming a pilot to fly you, mama and adik anywhere around the World, insyaallah.(: WILL MAKE YOU A PROUD MAN ONE FINE DAY, YES I WILL. (((:

(HAHAHAHA, yes. thats my beloved BABA! :D)

THIS IS IT!

2009-11-01T02:00:00.009+08:00

I need to believe, believe in myself cause miracles do happen. I just need a bit of Faith and Hope. And let Fate bring me somewhere up there. I wanna be someone later on in my Life, and i have to start now. Not to give up, try my hardest to push myself and will see the great results and achievements in time to come. I hope. (: and it will be IMPOSSIBLE to be a pilot with the rate im going right now, this very moment! I need change, change in my Life for the better. Forget those haters and whatever shitszxzx thats pulling me down and trying to hold me back. I have to stand strong and continue to strive for the best; NEVER TO GIVE UP. (WOW, and all that was meant to motivate me or was it just an update to spice up my blog? i wonder.) :/

PS:// HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED, AIN NAJWA! UVE BEEN A WONDERFUL FRIEND! Its been a pleasure knowing you in my poly life. And i hope our friendship never dies. ((:
;DDDDD

INDEED! ;D

2009-10-26T20:48:00.004+08:00

Been really busy lately with the first week of school. Kinda hectic actually, i start my day at 8 and ends at 5 with only an hour break everyday! HOW PATHETIC RIGHTTTTT! D: But i love my Tuesdays! I start at 8 and ends at 3! Not that bad i suppose compared to the rest! (: Here, i wanna update my blog with a video so as you guys wont think that its dead. :/ I will update a proper post of my Life when ive got time yahh guys! Im sooooo sorry! Well, here's the video i wanna share with you all! Just for laughter, to occupy your boredom and ease your pain (if theres any that is? for eg; LOVESHITXZXZXZX? HAH.)

TATATITITUTU dudes, dudettes, butches and transvestites! (inside joke, thanks to boncet!) HAHAHAHAHA. XD

Alright off to bed now!
Gotta wake up at 6 tomorrow! D:
NIGHTY NIGHT NIGHT BELOVED PEOPLE!
:DDDDDD

POSTSCRIPT!

2009-10-17T12:40:00.003+08:00

I really miss you A.N. Why are you soooo depressed this past few days! Dont be alright. Take things slow. Love got its ups and downs. But keep in mind, im here if you need someone to express everything with, someone to talk to and even someone to care for you. (: And i miss you too once my all time most wonderful bestie. You know who you are. (: how i wish we were as close as before. Shared everything together, our ups and downs. Our sadness, happiness and even when we're angry. We joked, we teased non stop. We helped eachother cope well with the problems we faced. Overcoming it together which lead us to being happy most of the time. You were there to guide me through my sorrows like all those shit love relationship stuffs! Well, i guess time will tell. I miss the old you. And i still keep that reply you sent me when i message you your birthday wish! Will make me think about the sweet and sometimes bitter but as a whole awesome memories we had together. Dear bestie, whom i miss lots. (((:

Anyway, im off to Double D's open house now! Gonna meet Sufi Boncet at Jurong East first! Dont wanna be late AGAIN! ;D
Byeeeeeee guys! Enjoy your weekend! (:

SHORT UPDATES! (:

2009-10-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

Just came back from gym with Heiryl also known as R.Y.L (his ghetto nickname. HAHA.)! He is one of my closest gym buddy who never fails to push me when im about to give up doing the sets other than Hakim, Irfan and Matin whereby we call ourselves G5 (Ghetto 5 XD) which was created by non other than our red ranger, Irfan! HAHA. ;D Well, thanks to Ryl for reminding me to update my blog. I guess i'll try my very best against my means to update it often as not to bore my beloved readers! (as if theres any. :/) Frankly, i really do not know what to blog about. My life? Ohh just that love sucks. Girls blahh blahhh blahhh *vomits* studies not yet started, back to school this Monday! Im soooo not ready for a new semester! God, time flies super duper fast or whaaaaaat! Two months of holiday isnt enough i tell you! Dudes and babes out there whos school starts on Monday, you guys agree with my statement? Say yes on my tagboard and i'll show the results of the so called survey to MOE and they will think about it and MAYBE they will be veryyyy kind to give us longer school vacations! :D AWESOMEEEEEEEE huh?! Alright riz, once again you are blabbering crap! So WHAT! ITS MY BLOG FOOOOOKERSSS! ;P I think i gotta stop my nonsense here, right now! Hush for a moment and let my tagboard do the talking! ;D So guys keep tagging, keep reading (no new posts you guys say? then GO READ THE PREVIOUS ONES laaa! READ ALL OF THEM! and waste your time! HAHAHAHAHA.) But im sure you wont regret reading them! HAHA.

Anyway, theres a few INTERESTING movies showing in the theaters now! Anyone wanna catch a movie with me? Hmmmmmm. :D Ohh yahh, 500 Days Of Summer is a good movie! *THUMBS UP* I rate it 7/10! And keep this in mind, its NOT a romantic movie! Not much to do with love couple and happy ending. But its indeed worth watching! "Hello, my name is Autumn!" HAHAHAHA.

I'll end my post here for now.
Byeeeeeee guys.
Tatatititutu.

PS:// Cant wait for Saturday! Going for the open house at Durga Devi's house, one of my close poly mates also known as Double D! XD MY FIRST TIME CELEBRATING DEEPAVALI on the actual day! :DDDD

GHETTO YO!

2009-10-09T17:01:00.013+08:00

I wonder how will it be if Singapore was a country full of ghettos! Would that be awesome? hahaha. I guess so, we wont have to go to school. Just train all day in the park and anywhere available to do some basic workouts even children playgrounds will do! Train what? Train our body that is. If we were born in the ghetto i guess our body wait, i mean MY body XD will be all awwww soooo damn perfect now i bet! Those whom i look up to having nice toned body shapes are the niggas! Yes people NIGGAS! Not being rude or anything but i like calling them NIGGAS instead of Neh-Ge-Roos which sounds like kangaroos! Sounds cooler saying NIGGA, feel me yo holmes? HAHA. ;D Mann, i respect the way they focus in doing their AWESOMESHITXZXZX workouts! Gonna show you guys a video i saw on youtube on how they train, just WOW! Enjoy guys! :D

(they will be my motivation to do better in gym, have to pump pump pump push push push myself harder yo!) :DDDD

Ohh yahh wait! Before i go, i wanna show you guys two pictures of the MOMOK whom kindly updated my blog with a LAMEEEEEEEEEEEE video! Yes its very lame laaaa you MOMOK! HAHAHAHA, but still thanks A LOT yo! Very sweet of you! :D

(Before her haircut)

(After her haircut! Yes this MOMOK is UNIQUE people, she follows the trend of today's hairtsyle! HAHAHAHA.)

PS:// Momok please forgive me for posting up your two unglam pictures! Its just to show people how "HOT" you look like thats all! Please i beg you not to haunt me at night! Nari malam Jumaat pulak tu! SERAMMMMMMMM! HAHA NOT! :PPP

Night night holmes! ;D
Bed, here i comeeeeeeeeee!

2009-10-09T00:06:00.003+08:00

HELLO !
This is Momok updating for Farizo.
Because he's too lazy-o.

He has no idea what to blog about.
And neither do i.

Uhhhhhhhhhh.
UHHHHHHHHH.
Here is a really funny commercial.
:D
Enjoy.

That's all i can think of.

GOODBYE !
:D

MOM! (((:

2009-10-02T00:22:00.004+08:00

Hello guys! I guess im back yahh, i think ive gotten hold of myself and will carry on with my Life. But yet still, i miss her lots. ):

Ok enough. Alright back to my post, see my title up there! Yupp it says MOM. Now then i realize shes my only love in my Life whom i will never let go neither will she. She will be there for me whenever i need someone. She hugs and kisses me every night before going to bed. She will try her very best to console me whenever im down. She wont hurt me in anyway. YES, SHES MY LOVE, SHES MY ALL. Shes not my super super super girl but shes my Super Mom, shes my QUEEN. Well, i wanted to write about how much i love her cause i had a small conversation with her just now and here it goes.

Me: "ma what if i have a girlfriend, i would carry her bag"
Her reply: "NO only mama's bag u will carry love mama?"
Me: "ma what if i hold my girlfriend's hand?"
And her reply was: "NO only my hand u will hold no one's else!"

HAHAHAHAHA. Cuteeeeee or whaaaat my mom!
I LOVE HER LOTS MORE than i love you! haha. :P

Soooo guys and i mean dudes if theres no girl for you to love, you still have your beloved Mom.
Love her ALWAYS. (:

Alright tatatititutu. Thats all for today's post.
Night night! :DDD
Cant wait to go berayeeeeeee with my guy friends later on! $$$$$$$$. XD

JUST A LITTLE BIT HERE!

2009-09-25T14:47:00.009+08:00

Why am i crying for you? I dont think you are worth my tears am i right? I fell for you. All it leads to is only a huge disappointment. Your awwww sooo sweet words. WOW, thanks a lot yahh. You know yourself. I just dont feel that way anymore. Lovey-dovey blah blahh blahh shitxzxzx! I do care for you but what did i get in return? Just nothing nothing nothing! WTF! Im feeling down and tearing right now! Come on riz, put yourself together! She isnt worth it. She is not your super super girl so why bother? I REALLY DO NOT KNOW! Kept asking myself, whos to blame. I guess its me. Im in the wrong. Im sorry. ); OMG, what am i writing?! Its all crap. I dont think she notices it and feels the same way like i do, just fuck care about everything thats happening. All those im going through. Im weak.

So long readers.
I need to get myself back together. Be strong.

Should i forget you, love?
Answer me please.

AWESOMES? :D

2009-09-22T13:28:00.010+08:00

Ok enough of the wish for my sweet sister. Back to me blogging about my Life. Today marks the third day of raya! YUPP! For those of you who dont know! STOOOOOPIDDDD! hahaha. :P How was raya you guys ask? First day was a BLAST! Second was AWESOMESHSITXZXZXZXZX! HAHA. That sums it all up huh with just a few words! I think that wont be good enough for my post, i'll try to make it longer by giving more details on how those two days went. First day, went to only three houses as usual. Its like a routine for my family since the first day of raya which i celebrated when i was still a cute sweet adorable little baby! ;D or as what my lovely Kakak Maryam like to say, "An angel sent!" hahaha. Yupp first was my grandma's house which was only a few blocks away. That was my grandma on my mom's side whom im soooooo close to. (: Yupp the one which i said her cooking is AWESOMEEEEEEESHITXZXZX! Next up was my grandparents house on my dad's side! It was fine, i got to bond with most of my cousins that im not very close to. We talked about studies, school blah blahh blahhh and crapped a bit here and there! Had fun catching up with them after a long time not meeting eachother! After that, we headed for one of my Wak's (it means old auntie in English i suppose? hahaha.) house for around an hour or so and went back home straight after that. OHHH NO NOOOO! Not home just yet! All of us were very very veryyyy hungry sooooo guess what? We went back to my nyayi's house to have her Rendangs, Ayam Masak Merah and Sambal Goreng AGAIN! WOOOOTS! :D

But when we reached there! We got to know that nyayi had visitors! WOWWW I TELL YOU GUYS! A LOT of them! And soon i got to know some of them there are my cousins! OMG! I didnt know ive got that many cousins till that day! hahaha. COOOOL HUH! And the girls i just could not describe! DAMNNN IVE GOT BEAUTIFUL COUSINS! I SWEAR WE GOT TO MEET UP SOON AND GET TO KNOW EACHOTHER MOREEEEEEEE! :DD as if, they know my blog add! i dont think they even know my name! Same here, i dont know any of theirs as well! :/ I JUST WANNA SHOUTOUT TO THE WHOLE WORLD THAT IVE GOT GREAT AWESOMEEEEEEE CUZZIES OUT THERE! ;DDDD

OK BYEEEEEEE, off to bed now!
Nighty night night peopleeeeee and esp to my super superrrrrr girl! (:

PS://I too got KACHINGGGGGSSSSSS! also known as MONEY/ Green Packets! A total of $176 were collected from only three houses! AMAZING huh! Jealous much people? HAHA. It ranges from $2 all the way to $50! :D Hmmmmm, now how should i spend those bucks? WHAT SAY! LETS DONATE TO THE POOR RIZ? WOOOTS WOOOOOTS! Good idea guys?

AND AND AND pictures taken during rayeeeee will be posted as soon as i get them from my cuzzies! But not many nice ones this year! D:

FOR LIL SIS! (:

2009-09-22T12:08:00.006+08:00

First of all, i wanna wish my adorable lovely one in a million sister, a Happy Sweet 14th Birthday! :D May all your wishes come true. Be a good daughter to mama and baba, be someone later when you grow up to make me, mama and baba proud. Well, we're already very proud of you that you have made it this far. Follow your dream ok adik. Study hard. Im really thankful to have a sis like you whereby at times show me a good example in how to excel. Abang will always be here to lend you a helping hand and support you all the way despite us cant really get along well sometimes but deep down inside my heart I LOVE YOU awwww soooo much. I'll never fail to doa for you.

Lots of Love, abang. (:

Updates of this post, i mean the second part will be later on yahh!
Tatatititutu for now people! ;D

2009-09-18T15:17:00.005+08:00

(thats how i feel when you are not by my side, love.)

Thats my all time favourite boy band since i was in kindergaten! The Backstreet Boys! HAHAHA. And i own all their albums! Cooooooool huh? Some people say that boy bands are sooooo gay! But not me, i think they are AWESOMEEEEEEESHITXZXZX YO, for Backstreet Boys that is! ;DDD

Alright such a short post i know cause im off to my grandma's place to help her with the raya cooking. If im not wrong today she will be cooking RENDANG (a must for every raya), AYAM MASAK MERAH (english translation; Chicken Cooked in Red) and SAMBAL GORENGGGGGGGG! POWERRRRRRRRR!

Ok, Bye bye guys! Hopefully i wont make a mess in the kitchen!

Love you all! :DDDD

PS:// Wheres your text replies? And you were the one who ask me to text you whenever, i just dont get it. I just dont understand. I guess i've told you too fast. I wonder. What are you trying to do to me? ):

NIXON!

2009-09-09T02:31:00.011+08:00

Can some kind soul get any of those for me please? I dont think they sell it here in Singapore! Im sooooo in love with them all! Any will do prettyyyy pleaseeeeee! ): Cause the olive green Puma watch that i usually wear is already spoilt! :/

PS:// Heyy kentotxzxzx! You know who you are. I had a great time talking to you otp last night. I hope i can meet you soon! And 8 more days to raya peopleeeee! Lastly, may i'll be able to feel which night is Laylatul Qadr (Night of Power) and experience the beauty of it, ameen. ((((:

HOW SWEET!

2009-09-03T06:42:00.004+08:00

I cant imagine myself becoming that dude during the first part of the video, all alone at that age. I need a girl to love like the girl in the video. As sweet as her as funny as her and as gorgeous as her. One who is fun to be with. A simple, sweet and funny girl. But sometimes, i just dont feel its important to get a girlfriend at this time of my Life. Well i really do not know. I hate having this kinda feeling! Will leave it hanging, again. :/

Thats just a mini short post for a little update on my blog. And i hope you guys enjoyed the video. (:

Bye bye and tatatititutu!
;DDDD

PS:// A few more days to raya! and i do not know how many days to be exact cause i didnt even count! HAHAHAHA. someone tell me how many days left pls? :D

HOPE!

2009-08-23T14:30:00.012+08:00

Its all about corruption, BULLSHIT and politics! This story was based on an incident which happened in the 1920s and still going on now somewhere out there whereby no one notices. How i wish i can help the World be a better place to live in. Which it is impossible for me to do so. I can only hope, thats all i can do. I believe in this three words, "Faith, Hope and Fate!". I call it 'F.H.F' for short! We got to have Faith in every good thing we do which we wanna excel, there is always hope out there in this World we are living in and if that Hope cant be found then you just have to hold on and have faith in ourselves that God will help us one day like what they say everything happens for a reason. (: Ohhh the video i posted below is the trailer of the movie, "Changeling". A must watch movie based on true events. It received nominations in three Academy Award and eight BAFTA Award categories! The movie shows us that a Mom's Love can never be compared with anything or anyone else. GO WATCH IT GUYS! YOU WONT REGRET! :DDDD

Last but not least, Happy Fasting to all the muslims out there! The holy month for us. Get rid of all those sins and repent. (:

And and and i got my baju kurung and kasut raya already from JB! IM WEARING GOLDDDD THIS YEAR FTW! FYI it means for the win people and FYI is for your info! HAHAHAHA. :DDD

Alright tatatititutu guys, nights! (:

RELIEVE THE MOMENT!

2009-08-14T08:31:00.004+08:00

Heyy guys, this will be just a short post for updates in my blog. Gonna post a music video titled Circle Of Life adapted from the movie Lion King. A MUST WATCH MOVIE! Such a touching one with a deep story line. Teared watching it again. The first time i watched it in the cinema with mom when i was only in K1 if im not wrong. Mom even bought the DVD for me. Soooo anyone of you guys out there who feels like watching the movie, you can borrow it from me if you want! (:

Byebye people!
TOODLES! :DDD

PS:// Had FUN ooVooing with momok yesterday! HAHA. and and i miss that rock chick! :D

ITS RED AND WHITE, A CRESCENT AND A FEW STARS!

2009-08-09T16:55:00.003+08:00

Well, i really do not know what to write for this blog post. but yahh as you guys can see, it is actually referring to the Singapore's flag! why? HEYY CAUSE ITS NATIONAL DAY TODAY! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! alright im just exaggerating. what for go HU HAH WOOO over Singapore's birthday? haha. :D soooo here goes; HAPPY SWEET 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE as known as SINGAPURA also as known as LION CITY also known as PULAU TEMASEK! There you go, a brief history about our own country, our homeland - Where We Belong! Alright ENOUGH FARIZ! emotional much? HAHA. And sis will be there in the few thousands performing at the floating platform later on for the National Day Parade! She will be marching in her Red Cross uniform! WOW, i envy her. She takes her CCA with lots of passion and pride like me loving limegreen stuffs! Ok, theres no match. But you guys do understand me rightttttttt? Ohh yahh by the way, now i already own THIRTEEN LIMEGREEN ITEMS! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LETS CELEBRATE when i get twenty! HAHA. :D

PS:// DONT FORGET TO RECITE THE SINGAPORE PLEDGE AT EXACTLY 822PM (local time)! For those foreigners excluding those Filipino Indonesian maids and banglas, you guys can join in the FUN as well to recite together with us! And for those Malaysians or anyone from overseas, reading my blog; you guys can just HECKCARE about it! hahaha. :D

BYE BYE guys!
Have FUN watching the NDP on channel 5 later on at 6 plus! (:

YOU!

2009-08-05T07:25:00.005+08:00

I guessed i was in a wrong to just push you aside and leave you hanging on the phone. Im sorry. I hope you understand. You said there was nothing wrong but i can sense something was up. Please tell me whats the matter. I shared a lot with you and you cared and showed your concern so much so till i see you as a sweetheart. Now is my turn. I WANT TO HELP. I CARE FOR YOU TOO. I REALLY DO. PLEASE?

With Lots of Love.
sweets.

but half of me thinks that she doesnt feel the same. we'll see. but no matter what, i will still care for you. YES, I WILL. (:

CATS DO RAP YO!

2009-08-03T20:29:00.006+08:00

this is the rap i made for my CATS last assignment which is a self reflection for the whole module. so i did this for it! im gonna let you guys take a look at it! SOOOO ENJOY PEOPLE! :DD

HERE GOES:

Lets have some introduction into this rap thing

The way I say it some will feel the sting
But for this project im just gonna make it light

Cause in this no vulgarities no swearing cause it kills
Every word coming out from my mouth will be just right

For my CATS class Creative and Thinking Skills
It thought me a lot of important things

Like to get a solution to overcome a problem
And presenting it through different ways

No right no wrong all we need is a little something
Ideas and plans flowing

Cause it will only goes down to more blooming
And there my ideas would be increasing

With some sparkling designs to make it dazzling
It doesn’t matter if its stupid or sounds fake

The points from here we will take
CATS thought me quite a number

More than just thinking about some months
September October November December

From what I see in this CATS class Im the only rapper
So peace all, especially my group mates cause sometimes im like a ****ker

Here I will stop hopefully Ms V will give me a high mark like Michael Jordan the
basketball player!
So long my friends here I made.

U guys a hell lot of FUN SHIT YO, especially my group mates.
U guys have been great.

This last lesson a great big impact I will make.
Hope u guys enjoyed that mini short verse I create! :D

thats all; simple post.
nights nights!

PS:// shes sooooooo sweet, what a sweetie pie. what a SWEETHEART! you know yourself! you know that im refering to YOUUU YOUUUUU YOUUUUUU! see im ADDICTED to the song Thinking Of You by Caprice feat. Annatasha! Ohhhh how i wish i can collaborate with you sweets! (((: OR MAYBE MY IDOL; AKON! HAHA.
:DDD

YOU, YOU, YOU! (:

2009-07-31T00:52:00.010+08:00

this video is especially for that SPECIAL girl! ((:
thats all; nights people!
need to be in school by ten later on!
:DDD

THOSE I TREASURE, GONE!

2009-07-26T23:25:00.005+08:00

On a simple note, do you believe that having a best friend (bestie) will last you forever? Well, to me the answer will be no. Even besties and close friends come and go as simple as ABC and 123. It hurts especially if you really trust that very person either a him or her truly like your own brother or sister. Whereby you will be able to share and pour out everything to them either positive or negative ones. Close friends or bestie will try their very BEST in their means to help out the other in better copping with the problems they are facing. Besties will understand your problems and situations you are in regardless whether it is tough or just normal happy- go- lucky stuffs. This post is for no one in specific. Its only me, i think i lost a close friend. I guess two that is of now. I relied to much on them cause i thought this kinda of thing would never happen. But i guessed it wrong, it does exist despite the other party being your friend/ buddy/ bestie/ companion for a very long time. For me, besties cant be found easily just like that with the snap of your fingers because they are not like any other normal friends that you have. Its hard to find one true one whom you would whole heartedly share EVERYTHING; almost everything with them whereby there will be no barriers. Its all in within. Its only if you want to turn it right and mend it for the better or carry on the way it was not meant to be which sucks. But i know deep down here, i still treat him/ her as my true close friend also known as my BESTIE. (:

HARRY POTTER! "KADAZAMVADOZADOSH!" :D

2009-07-21T18:38:00.023+08:00

As you guys can see from the post title, its Harry Potter! Yupp the young wizard whom can cast spells to his enemies from paralyzing to killing them on the very spot giving them an unbearable painful death! :D One of the spells i remembered was, "Avada Kedavra!". An evil spell used only by the Lord Voldemort TO KILL! Ohh yahh one more is, "Wingardium Leviosa!". A simple noobish innocent spell i should say which enables objects to float in the air! Is it cool or whaaaaaaaat! How i wish i could learn the true magic like those in Harry Potter's world! The true dark arts and secrets to all the various spells and potions there is whereby i would be able to cast any harmful spells to those whom i hate and FUCKING DAMN! For what you guys ask? FOR REVENGE! YES REVENGE! MUAHAHAHAHA. Who will be my first few victims? They are the MATREPS, the posers, the wannabe gangsters, all those hypocrites, backstabbers and last but not least the you know who, _ _ _ s (go figure!).

Yeahh, TO HELL with all of them! FUCK mann, seriously the World will be a better place for you and me without them living around us! Well wouldnt that be fun? PAYBACK in the most painful way to all those people that you DAMN, DISLIKE and HATE! Hmmmm, if i were given a REAL magic wand and spells to cast. I will cast the MOST evil the MOST heartless spell on those haters! And when they are in the state of dying, i will say "In your face, shithole mothafuckers! SERVE YOU RIGHT, for not living Life the proper way!". HAHA. :DD

WOW, ok im like totally sight tracking from what i really wanted to tell you guys! Actually the main reason for this post is to inform you people that ive watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince on Sunday (12 July) with Mom, aunt and sis at Lido Cineplex in Isetan! DAMNNN, the theatre is freakinggggg HUGE laaaaa! Its like double the size of any other ordinary ones like the one in Jurong Point. But overall the rating of the show for me is only 6 and a half (due to the title of the movie; HALF Blood Prince! You guys got what i mean? ARHHHH nevermind.) BOOOOOOO, what a letdown it was! The ending was bluerghhhh. And they did not focus much on the Half Blood Prince even! It was mostly about Harry's, Ron's and the ALL TIME MOST GORGEOUS girl/ actress who is around the same age as me; EMMA WATSON's love life and those romantic teenage affection and infatuation stuffs. OHHHH and if some of you DUMB readers or retards are wondering who is that in the picture above, its EMMA WATSON you GUNDUDODOHEAD! Thats her latest photo shoot which was taken this year! WOOHOOOOOO! IM SOOOOOO IN LOVE WITH HER! *drools* ;DDD

For you, Emma Watson! :

SHES MY ALL.
THE ONE I LOVE THE ONE I ADMIRE.
SHES THE ONE WHO WILL BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I FALL.
THE ONE WHO IS HOT LIKE FIRE!
SHES MY EVERYTHING!
THE ONE WHOM I WILL MARRY WHEREBY I'LL GIVE A RING.
FOR SHE IS MY TRUE LOVE WHEREBY NO DIAMONDS CAN EVER BRING!
Who is she?

EMMA WATSON!
I LOVE YOU! :DDDD
*huggs and kisses*

HAHAHAHAHA.
thats all guys! now let me take some rest and dream about her.
Her beautiful face, perfect figure, blonde hair and gorgeous looks!

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!
Hope you guys will have a sweet dream like me too! (:
BYE BYE! :DDD

PS:// Can anyone sell me some love potions? Im in need of a true LOVE! ):

TRANSFORMERS!

2009-07-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

Just came back from watching Transformers with mom, dad, aunt and sis at Jurong Point! The movie was FUCKING AWESOME SHITXZXZXZXZ! And there were some fucking sex action scenes! For example the small robot doing the fucking action on FUCKING HOT GORGEOUS Megan Fox's leg and the two dogs doing the same with eachother as well! OHH OHHH! HOW COULD I FORGET! Theres one more scene, when a Decepticon disguised itself as a fucking HOT girl/ lady in Shia LaBeouf new boarding high school going all wild on the bed with him! But it was a turn off once it transformed into an ugly Decepticon, her true self that is! HAHA. Well, thats basically it actually. Nothing more to say! GO CATCH IT YOURSELF GUYS! Its worth your bucks i tell you! And my rating for it will be 4 out of 5 stars! Ohhh yahh, but the sad thing was that i fell asleep halfway through the movie during the middle part. Was too sleepy cause we watched it straight away after i came back from school which was around 8! Sooooo, i dont mind watching it AGAIN! :DD

UP NEXT; Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince with family! CANT WAIT! OHHH GOD! EMMA WATSON IS SOOOOOO FUCKING GORGEOUS TOO! :DDD

Thats all for today's post! Kinda boooringggg i know! But what to do? Ive got to update if not my readers will decrease drastically! Ok much lie; BULLSHIT! As if anyone reads my blog! :'(

Ending off with a Decepticon logo (will be smaller in size than the autobot one up there as its the evil and bad side whom WE ALL HATE, MOST of us that is!), for no particular reason actually. Haha, cause it will be incomplete without it? K im beginning to crap already. Its wayyyy past my bedtime!

Bye bye guys, off to my soft comfortable mattress on my Ikea bed where mom will read me a bedtime story and tug me into bed!
Night night. (:

AND IT HURTS LIKE FUCK!

2009-07-08T10:25:00.003+08:00

As you guys can see from my post title, that one part of my body hurts like fuck! No i meant hurts like FUCK! SERIOUSLY ITS DAMN PAINFUL! Nahh, no not my heart guys. Im not hurt emotionally! I cant even get hurt emotionally cause i dont even have a girl to have feelings for and get hurt. So heart is not the answer! This, feeling of pain is physically! And drum rolls pls* its my THIGHS! Yes my THIGHS! MY BIG FAT FLABBY THIGHS which will soon become of those like Roberto Carlos! BIG MUSCULAR THIGHS which will be able to kick a ball like a rocket launching into space! HAHA. :D Ohh yahh back to MY thighs, i dont even know why it hurts sooooo badly! BOTH that is! Left thighs and right thighs! I didnt even do any exercises on my thighs yesterday in the gym only on my upper body. But the strange thing is that i dont feel it on my muscles that i worked on yesterday instead on my muscles which did NOTHING! GODDDDDD, ITS PAINFUL! Can someone out there be very kind enough, be a kind soul to help me out, help me massage my two thighs! D: PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, A GIRL! :'( HAHAHA. Ok, will continue later on! Off to my next class!

BYE BYE TATATITITUTU! :DDD

MJ THE KING OF POP!

2009-07-05T18:59:00.005+08:00

Well, this post of mine will be short, simple and sweet. As most you guys have heard and known of Michael Jackson's death. His death shocked the World even me. On that very day, dad told me that MJ was dead the very minute i woke up at dawn. It hurts seeing a Legend of the POP music go just like that. No matter, what he will still live in each and everyone's heart. His songs are still alive playing in everyone's mind. Especially this video im going to show you guys in this post, my personal favorite titled, "They Dont Really Care About Us!". R.I.P Michael Jackson also known as Mikaeel. May God bless you, ameen. AND NO ONE CAN BE THE NEXT KING OF POP! Cause that rank is only for him.

Guys, here is the video. Press play, tune your volume up and blast the speakers on your computer or laptops and ENJOY! (:

PS//: Sorry guys for not updating and continuing on my previous post about the ECE Pioneer camp. Theres too many to talk about and i just cant put them into words. I promise once i receive the camp pictures, i will post them all up here alright! Soooo, STAY TUNE! :DDD

SANDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

2009-06-25T23:01:00.009+08:00

How was the ECE Pioneer Camp you guys ask? Hmmmmm. Well, it was AWESOME! Ok blog more about it tomorrow yahh cause im currently having a headache!

Well edits;

Im back with a brighter note! My headache is gone and now im really to blog fully about the camp! You guys cant wait rightttttt? HAHA, i know! XD Soooo hmmmm, where shall i start? Ohhh the first day of camp laaaa like du-uhh to the MAX! Wait before that, why you all must be asking "whats with my post title?". Its sandy the squirrel from the cartoon Spongebob Squarepants! Yessss the one with a fishbowl over her head! The one who cant breathe in the sea! The one who is the cleverest, the smartest, the genius among the rest of the living things/ organisms in Bikini Bottom! *hints hints* Just Like Me! hahaha. And, here goes.

First day of camp, as usual we had to introduce ourselves with a lot of bonding games. Came out with some group cheers. And i tell you, ours was the AWESOMESS! :D Wanna know how it goes? This is the crowds favourite! Will type the whole thing here. You guys will have fun cheering this whenever you are bored like nobody's business!

And all of us will go, "SAAANNDDDDYYYYYYYYY!"

SUPER -*clap, clap, clap, clap, clap*

AWESOME -*clap, clap, clap, clap, clap*
NAUGHTY -*clap, clap, clap, clap, clap*
DIRTY -*clap, clap, clap, clap, clap*
YO YO YEAAAHHHH, LETS BREAK IT DOWN NOW! (my solo part!) :DDD

*Clap Clap Clap*
Two Times -*Clap Clap Clap Clap*
Three Times -*Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap*

REEEEEEMIXXX!

*Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap!*
TAK TAKUT

hahaha. thats one of them! theres a lot more but i kinda forget the rest!
Then, we had a night walk for the first night. Its more like treasure hunt and looking for clues but unfortunately is was SCREWED UP cause each and every team cant find their clues! Yahhh, seriously all those were BULLSHIT! So, we went back to our bunk and eventually we gathered at the common room so as to know that there was another activity lined up for us! Guess what it was? IT WAS ECE RUNWAY! (copyrighted from Project Runway but who cares!) IT WAS FUN, FUNNY and A BLAST! I laughed till my tummy hurts as if im working out on my ABS! haha. Talking abt ABS, i think my two packs are kinda obverse already! I BET GIRLS WILL DROOL OVER IT LAAAAA! Right Adelina Fuat Rahman? HAHA. (and To Be Continued, once again!) :D

Bye bye guys!

TATATITITUTU! :D

I WANT THOSE KICKS AND A BODY LIKE HIS!

2009-06-16T22:41:00.010+08:00

YAYYYY, its time to blog! Here im, like FINALLY! :D Sorry guys for not blogging often. Been kinda busy lately but i think its mostly pure laziness! haha. I usually got the urge to blog and post some random stuffs for the past few days to keep my blog alive but in the end i will just say to myself, "Alaaaaa, tomorrow then blog laaa sudah, malas (lazy)!" XD. Ohhh yahh, i just finished my third pack of tic- tac! Seriously, it is damnn freakingggg ADDICTIVE! Even my mom LOVES it! She told me that she used to finish around ten to fifteen packs in one day during her pregnancy of me! Well, i guess i got the addiction from her! Heyy its better than being addicted to cigarettes and drugs and alcohol rightttttt! YOU GUYS SHOULD TRY IT! TIC TAC Toe! (the orange flavour ROCKS!). Ok the 'Toe' was an extra word i added! HAHA. But kinda COOL right with it! It sounds like that childish primary school game whereby you draw circles and crosses, those who can draw the most of their shape will WIN, hence claiming VICTORY and becoming VICTORIOUS! Ok riz, STOP CRAPPING YOU DUMB SHITHEAD SMELLER! Well, back to what i was saying? Hmmmmm. Will list them all out for you guys then. Ready, Set, GO and it STARTS NOW! I cant wait for the ECE (Electronic Computer Engineering) camp next week! Like LITERALLY CANT WAIT FOR IT! :D Why, you guys ask? Cause i cant wait to meet Iris Gan! HAHAHAHA, k random. Ok then, i have to head for gym almost everyday during this two week break. Its a MUST! I wanna get my dream desired body like that of Omarion's! (picture inserted below, the black nigga dude with his braided hairstyle.) XD He is the SHIT DOPE RAPPER YO! I too have to go collect my baby Macbook from Funan IT Mall cause its already repaired! YIPPYYYYYY! I MISS YOU baby Maci, awwwww sooo much! I wanna get that plain Flexfit cap from Penin for $19.90! And lastly, should i ask for that red Arsenal zig zag designed sweater from Queensway or the limegreen New Balance 580 Gore Tex sports shoe for my belated birthday gift from my lovely aunt? She asked me to choose either one. MANNN THATS A VERYYYY HARD DECISION TO MAKE! OMGGGG, its soooo damnn hard to decide! I NEED HELP, GUYS WHICH ONE? and and IM DESPERATE TO GROW TALLER! *that was random, the growing taller part! but i really really reallyyyyy wanna grow taller cause most of the girls in Ngee Ann are much much wayyyy taller than me! Pathetic right, i know! Sad. D:*

Anyone out there with pills, special medication, antidote, chemical X which enables rapid height growth EVEN for dwarfs from Snow White And The Seven Dwarfs? PLEASE DO CONTACT ME IF YOU GOT THEM! I WILL BE WILLING TO GIVE YOU ANYTHING IN RETURN! even some gay actions! HAHAHAHA, ok that was a fucking LIE!

WOW, my post have totally NO LINK AT ALL! Sorry guys for that! Yah Sufi, you are right about me! BUT only sometimes! haha. (inside joke). XD

Those at the COOL LIMEGREEN kicks! And sorry i cant find a picture of the Arsenal zig zag sweater. Will upload the picture once i find it!

Well, all that for now!
Night Night dudes and babes!
See ya soon YO!
Will update more!
:DDDD

HERE COMES, THE JUNE HEAT!

2009-06-01T22:41:00.016+08:00

Heyyy guys i know its been sooooo longgg longgggg since i last blogged and updated! *with the background beat and music of Akon- Right Now na na na* haha, WTF! Im totally like with the capital 'T' sooooo into Akon, heart and soul! His music is the SEX mann, its the BOMB! He is like my another half! My black nigga brother from Senegal! You guys feel me? Ok enough talking about my brother from another mother! Now lets skip to the weather this days, its fooking warm and humid! Its killing me seriously! Ive be sweating like a pig everytime i go to school and the shocking think is that i will always be the one having the most obvious patch of Art (my sweat) at my back. Its sooooo freakingggg obvious! I guess thats a good form of exercise, burning your fats through perspiration like MAD, like K SIAO! HAHAHA. Soooo not much to talk about, here is a Hip- Hop Rap song sang by Will.I.Am about mother nature titled, "SOS". I can only post the lyrics, well you guys just use your creativity and knowledge in from the music industry to read or MAYBE ONLY MAYBE for some to RAP your way through the whole thing without making yourself bored and eventually go to sleep! Ok i will be the kind soul to help with the starting of a beat which goes like this, "Bomp Chap Bomp Chap Bomp Bomp Chap Wakay Wakau Wakay Yo Dom Beast Dadum Beast!" Keep this beat going on and on till the last verse! BET IT WILL SOUND NICE, IF IT DOESN'T THAN YOU SUCK (or for SOME people, you sucks *hahaha, inside joke*). SERIOUSLY, SCREW YOU! YOU GUYS DONT DESERVE TO LIVE! HIP- HOP NEVER DIES, AND OLD SCHOOL RAP IS STILL ALIVE! HAHA. XD

Here goes,

SOS -

Lord come down and help us out
Send us an angel, help us out
SOS, help us out
Looking all around and I'm watching the world

People killing, people dying, people lying, people blind
People don't see the sign, watching money all the time
Get the pennies, get the dimes, get the dollars is the mindstate
Of the human race, people on the paper chase
The environment is fragile, and we been on the gradual
Declining in a lifetime or lose the battle
Get burned by volcanoes, get blown by tornadoes
Cause mother nature signals, is trying to warn NATO
We got a new terror threat, it's called the weather
More deadlier than chemical and nuclear together
It's hotter in the winter, even hotter in the summer
Jesus, or Buddha, somebody come and help us out

Lord come down and help us out
Send us an angel, help us out
SOS, help us out
Looking all around and I'm watching the world, changing
Open up your eyes, you can see things rearranging
The world is dying
And if they say it's gonna be alright, them people are lying

People trapped behind the gates, ignorance in their state of mind
Cause they formulate a plan just to penetrate us
You see they stimulate us with fear, manipulate us
Each year, they dominate dividing us like calculators
And we can't add it up cause calculators do the math for us
And here they come choppering down, chopping down our rainforest
F**king up our air for us, they don't really care for us
But we can't complain, because the only one to blame is us
The gas is rising up but we keep on filling up
CO2 levels got the whole planet heated up
It's blazing in the winter, even hotter in the summer
Mohammed, Jehovah, somebody come and help us out

Lord come down and help us out
Send us an angel, help us out
SOS, help us out
Looks like we ain't gon' figure it out
Lord come down and help us out
Send us an angel, help us out
SOS, help us out
Looking all around and I'm watching the world, changing
Open up your eyes, you can see things rearranging
The world is ending
And if they say it's gonna be okay, they just pretending

When the eskimo gets bit by a mosquito
Somebody in Miami will get swept by a tsunami
Rastas in Jamaica will get hit by a quake that
Registers something like 8.8
You see it's situations happening with our planet
Cause, 50 years ago we took it for granted
We should have took advantage, and reversed the damage
Instead of just pumping and selling and slanging the gas
And while we purchased the gas
We was watching soap operas while they steady brainwashed the masses
Cause we could make a vehicle that runs off ashes
But they own a patent for that, and that's exactly what's happening
Corruption and bullshit politics
The planet's gonna die cause of bullshit politics
It's hotter in the winter, even hotter in the summer
And ain't nobody coming to the rescue to help the

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THE END"
a round of applause.
*riz takes a bow*
Tatatiti guys, im toooooo tired to even type the whole tatatiti word!
So long, bye bye. Good night, Sleep tight!
:DDD

WITH THE HELP OF MAC'S WEBCAM! :D

2009-05-20T22:40:00.021+08:00

Dope 7, Raden, Alif and i went to M.I carnival on Saturday to watch Irfan's band perform and to also support him in buying the tickets he sold. By the way, his band name is T.I.P! Nopeeeeee, NO! Its NOT T.I the rapper, you DUMBASSES! Its "Transition In Progress!". The name is cool righttttttt! XP Ok, i wasnt being sarcastic! Its seriously UNIQUE laaaa! FAN YOU DID YOUR BEST! JOB WELL DONE, DRUMMER! WE'RE PROUD OF YOU, SERIOUSLY! :D Well, enough of Irfan's band. Overall, they did well i should say as i myself couldnt play any musical instrument or even sing! Heyyy wait, except for the recorders my music teacher thought me during my primary school days! Awwwww, i really do MISS those days when i was reallyyyyy veryyy cute and chubby and girls were like chasing me everywhere i go (HAHAHA, i wish that was true! XD). Girls were fighting for my love but not many of them that is! *Macam paham mode now off* Back to the M.I carnival, we waited for Irfan to pack and clear up his stuffs at the stadium around 5 plus. Nothing much to do there. Looking at the field and some M.I students cheering themselves on which i do not know for what freakinggg purpose! WEIRD HUMANS! Haha. Sooooo, Raden decided to snap pictures using my Mac webcam! AND WE DID! IT WAS DAMN FUN LAAAA! The various funny effects making our face look more retarded! I think thats all for the day. Headed home with Raden (watched IP man halfway in the bus) and the rest of D7 went to "town" to watch soccer, Arsenal against Man U which ARSENAL DRAW AT MAN U's HOMEGROUND! HAHA, MAN U LOSERS! :P IM VERYYYY PROUD OF ARSENAL OI! But in the end D7 went to Rizal's house to watch the match! *(AND FOR HAKIM IF YOU ARE READING THIS, WHY THE FOOK DIDNT YOU WANNA CALL ME TO ASK ME TO COME OVER AND JOIN YOU GUYS! DAMN YOU KIM! HAHAHA, victim will be Tanya then, SOON!)* MUAHAHAHA.

Alright guys, i'll upload the webcam pictures we took here. Have FUN looking while laughing at our retarded ugly unglam faces! (Yupp, for adding a little laughter i guess.) ENJOY! :D

OHHH YAHH ONE MORE THING, me and Raden wasted $6 worth of coupons not buying any food or drinks or play the games there instead we donated it in one of the coupon boxes at some random stall selling sotong balls! Never mind, its for the needy pupils fund, YEAHH RIGHT! Hahaha. Kk, i was sincered!

BYE BYE GUYS!

Nighty Night Night! (:

RED DOT MUSEUM!

2009-05-16T22:31:00.003+08:00

First of all, i just wanna say that im really veryyy veryyyy sorry for the late updates! As usual, ive been busy with a HELL LOT of things to catch up with -homeworks and projects mostly regarding school stuffs! :( Sooo yahh last Monday, my CATS (Creative and Thinking Skills) group went to the Red Dot Museum for an excursion for our project work. Here are a few pictures ive uploaded that we took on that day! Enjoy looking at them guys! For more pictures, you can see them on my facebook profile! :D Ohhh yahh, by the way our group name is Crystal Diamonds and for your info, only our group got a name for ourselves! And nicknames for each one of us - Will.i.am the Slut (wearing white shoes), Isman the Whore (the one in black top), Bettie the Hot Mama (the only girl), Zi Xing the Vixen (the one wearing sport shoes) and last but not least me, the Bitch! HAHAHAHA! CRAZY US! Thanks to Isman for suggesting all the nicks! XD

PS: Credits goes to Isman the Whore who was the photographer on that day snapping pictures like nobody's business with his Canon DSLR! Hahaha. Thanks man! :DDD

FOR MY AMAZING MOM! (:

2009-05-10T21:20:00.005+08:00

Theres A LOT to tell you guys on what happened today. Celebrated mother's day and the search for my bag lasted me the entire whole day. Will blog about it tomorrow or something cause im currently tooooo lazy. :/

Here are the two music videos for mom. She teared when me and my sis sang them to her. Here goes, click the two videos below. Hope you guys will enjoy it! :D

ITS AN EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN!

2009-05-06T19:38:00.006+08:00

As you guys can see from my post title that im really sad and depressed over something. The MAIN reason is that my team, Arsenal lost to Man U at their home ground with a huge difference in goals of 3 to 1! I teared when i heard the news/ result, ok that was a lie. I NEARLY teared. Haha. Soooo, how was school today you guys ask? It was fine. During our one hour break Shafiq drove me, Ramadhan and Amirul (my course mates) to Bukit Timah makan place at Al-Ameen if im not wrong, i kinda forgot the name of the place. HELL YAHHH, this friend of mine got both bike and driving license! HOW COOL IS THAT HUH?! Theres around 3 guys who own a car in my class! COOLIO righttttt! Ohhh mann, a year more till i can go get my driving license, HOPEFULLY! Its opposite beauty world where all the shemales/ bapoks gather! That was what i was told. I havent been there before actually but if you guys dont trust me, go check it out yourselves by all means! HAVE FUN! HAHAHA. School this past few days have been taxing on me. The given tasks, projects, coping with new subjects, tutorials/ lectures and online homeworks are A LOT! My lecturer is an old fag who teaches damn freakinggg fast and dont give a damn shit if we understand or not. He loves to smile, like Joker - which really looks sarcastic! Will take a picture of him smiling and post it up soon here. And yupp, i once trusted this phrase, "Study hard during Os so you can enjoy Life in poly!" but HELL NO, not anymore! I guess only engineering students feel this way. The rest whos in the School of Film & Media Studies, i dont think they are stressing out like us. Just by looking at how they dress, they really have time to enjoy. And the plus point is that hot pretty cute girls (tanned ones For The Win! XD) are seen everywhere in the school! PATHETIC much, engineering school - theres a few which i can count using my ten fingers or one hand is enough with only five fingers! SHARKSSSS, ive forgotten what to say. Nothing more, nothing else for the moment.

"LIVE FOR THE MOMENT, SO LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST", hmmm like What The Fook onlyyy! That phrase is fooking common laaaa! Ok, it was random thats why! XD BLANK BLANK BLANK!" will blog more soon alrightttt guys! (((:

PS: THE CHEESE PRATA AT AL-AMEEN OPPOSITE BEAUTY WORLD IS DELICIOUS, ITS HEAVEN, I SAY!
you guys gotta try. its not the plain normal cheesedale/ kraft square cheese that you can usually find in your fridge and the one which often shows its advertisement on OKTO going by the tagline "Healthier cheese, give you healthier bones!", its MOZERELLA! YUMMMMMMY! *drools!* HAHAHA. THE TASTE IS FINGER LICKING WET AWESOMELY GOOD! it MELTS in your mouth, makes you steam! Ok riz, cut that last part crap! Enough said. :DDDD

MY AWESOMEEEEEE MONDAY!

2009-05-04T14:00:00.011+08:00

Currently in NP library slacking and doing nothing with both my CATS mates, Eastmonth and Will.i.am. Im dead boreeeeeeed right now! But school today was FUN!. A BLAST i should say! CATS lesson will always make my day. It will never fail to make me hyper and my enthu level will be damnnn highhh whenever its CATS lesson - OVER THE LIMIT kinda thing, you feel me?! HAHA. The group im in is superrrr dupeeer uperrr COOL! We name ourselves Crystal Diamonds! Hahaha, cause Bettie wanted our name to be Crystals but it sounds tooooo girlish (all guys in my group except for her!) sooo i suggested to add in the Diamonds which made it sound wayyy better and a bit more guyish? (is there even such a word?! who cares, you guys do know what i mean righttttt?) haha. Ohhh yahh i forgot to introduce them!, my group mates are Bettie the hyperactive, Isman (Eastmonth) the hyper bitch, Will.i.am the hyper interactive and Zi Xing the hyper cooool! The whole of our lesson just now, we werent paying much attention instead we were joking around -creating lame jokes, laughing our SHIT ASSES off like nobody's business, making unwanted noises and took a hell lot of random pictures using Bettieeeeeee's Skype camera eye on her Macbook with various stylo milo effects! Will upload the pictures soon on the next post or something when ive received it from her!

For now, thats all guys!
BYE BYE!
Tatatititutu! :DDD

Off to Queensway Shopping Centre now to search for my bag with Hakim, Irfan and Matin.
Hopefully, i'll be able to find what im looking for!

PS: By the way guys, anyone of you know any place where i can find a simple limegreen Eastpak/ Jansports bag?
If you do please inform me on my tagboard yahhh! I NEED TO GO GET MYSELF A SCHOOL BAG AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! D:

REGRET, HEARTLESS! - A VERYYYYYYY LONG POST (IGNORE THE VULGARITIES)

2009-05-02T23:53:00.004+08:00

Heyy there guys, its been sooooo long since ive blog. Well, i guess today i'll do just that cause im bored at home. Planned to go to Queensway with Irfan, Hakim and Matin just now to search for my limegreen bag but i was tooooo lazy and Hakim cant make it last minute! Due to his crap reasons and excuses. Mann, i need to get my bag badly as soon as possible! Ive got no bag and im currently using my sister's. Anyone care to accompany me tomorrow or so to go for bag hunting? Haha.

Ok back to my blog title, why regret? You guys must be asking. Nahhh, not that i love a girl and i regret being in a relationship with her and all those shit. Nothing of such things. This feeling of regret is wayyyy deep. It hurts when i think back and recall that incident whereby i dont have the courage to help the right person in need.

Firstly, i wanna say that im not being a racist or anything here but just to let you guys know some Singaporeans are just plain FUCKED UP! (sorry for the vulgar, i just cant control it.) Their attitude just need some polishing to do. A punch in their face or even a Batista powerbomb/ Triple H pedigree/ Kurt Angle ankle lock or John Cena's F-U will do them good! I'll feel great if that were to happen to them. Getting hit by a lorry or MRT will be better! Torture them like those prisoners during Hitler's time or in those Middle Eastern countries, 'No End No Mercy'! Well, chilli padi in their eyes will do just right! Ohhh God, if only i was able to do all that at that point of time. I just cant help but to just watch the incident and not doing anything! Typing this really makes my anger rise, literally. Sad at the same time.

What happened? On 30th April 2009, Thursday. Around 6pm, i was in the bus 52 on the way to school for touch rugby (NOPE NOT CONTACT, im scared of injuries! ): yupp like kedi/ bapok/ pondan whatever!) training when halfway the bus stopped in the middle of nowhere (in the middle of the road). I thought it was only a traffic jam or some road accident at the front thats slowing down the traffic. But it wasnt. I plugged off my earpiece (was listening to my Hiphop RnB songs at a full blast volume) and was damn surprised to hear a commotion at the front. It was havoc and chaotic. The situation in the bus was really intense. It was my first time experiencing such a thing. I was SHOCKED. The commotion was between a malay lady wearing a tudung (scarf) around my mom's age and a fat chinese woman (muka siaaaal laaa macam babi tonyok!). Just as i know that the malay lady was mute when she spoke to that chinese woman. She was really poor thing. The look on her face really made me teared. The way she argued and some more she was mute. You guys try to imagine! Try putting yourself in her shoes or that were to happen to your own mom. It was really disheartening seeing her in that state. Her daughter whos age was around 11 years old was there beside her. She cant even do anything seeing her mom being shout and cursed at by that chinese woman (cina babi punye manusia!).

What actually happened was that, the malay lady placed all her groceries plastic bag next to her on the seat (quite a lot i must say!). Thats when the chinese woman (macam nak maki je ni sundal tapi nanti orang ingatkan lain, but who cares this is my blog, i can say WHATEVER I LIKE!) boarded the bus and saw the malay lady. Told her that she was being inconsiderate and asked her to put her groceries on the floor. And i dont think the malay lady understands her as she was mute. But the stupid chinese lady insisted her to put it on the floor. The malay lady ignored her as she dont understand a single shit that lady was talking about. But that faggot chinese lady was unhappy and she put all the malay lady's groceries on the floor. Slamming it on the ground to be exact. Can see that she was angry with the treatment she got from the malay lady who ignored her.

Automatically, the malay lady was taken aback with her actions and immediately stood up and started shouting at the chinese lady. I think the malay lady was like "Why in the world did this woman throw my plastic bags onto the ground?!" If i were her i would be pissed off too, no doubt! Just when the malay lady was about to stand, the chinese woman pushed her back down to her seat. This made the malay lady much more angrier whereby she began to use her hand gestures (but she didnt show her middle finger, thats for sure!). Second time, the chinese woman pushed her again. This time, the malay lady stood up and punch her in the face! SEDAP SIAAAAL! PADAN MUKA SAK SI CINA BABI SUNDAL TU KENA! In my heart i was like, DAMN THAT WOMAN DESERVE IT, SERVE HER FCUKING RIGHT! The chinese women then told the malay lady that she will call the police cause she harassed her. I was like what the bloody hell! Its you who started first and if the malay lady is normal like us, i will understand but this she is FREAKING MUTE! FUCKING STUPID mann that chinese woman! And i was like damn late for my training already.

Fortunately, theres this one guy passenger who told the bus driver to let us alight first at the nearest bustop as some of us are already late for class and stuffs. First, he opened the back door but the malay lady and her daughter tried their very best to squeeze through and tried to alight but unfortunately theres this one extra chinese ahpek (dah nak mati, tak sedar diri sial punya sundal) whos sooo called the "witness" stopped the malay lady from getting out and was like "NOOOOO YOU CANT GO STAY! NO! YOU CANT GO! SIT HERE! SIT!". WHAT THE FUCK, HE WAS TREATING HER LIKE A DOG!

I was teared looking at the expression on her face and how she tried to retaliate and had a shear hard time to communicate. And seeing her daughter there by her side saying, "Ma, ma, ma takmo takmo, ma!" which means "Ma, ma, ma dont dont ma!" At that point of time i was telling myself what if it was my mom what will i do. And the stupid bus driver then closed the back door and open the front one instead not allowing her to alight from the bus as well. I was then really blank and didnt know what to do, how to help the malay lady and just alighted which i NOW REGRET for not staying back awhile till the police arrives to tell my point of view being a witness. It was unfair as all those witness who stayed were all chinese! I seriously REGRET! GOD, I REGRET! But before alighting i stared at the fat chinese lady who looked like a pig and uttered "FUCK YOU, CHIBAI!". She stared back but she didnt say anything. Thats the only pathetic thing i did, i cursed at that chinese woman other than becoming one of the witness. I was really hopeless. Why didnt God give me the strength to stand up for the right person whos not in the wrong. I REGRET, I REALLY DO till now!

I FELT BAD AND DISHEARTENING WHEN I THINK BACK ABOUT THE INCIDENT AT HOME. MY HEART STILL FEELS THE PAIN. WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT IT, I WOULD GET ANGRY WITH BOTH MYSELF (for being a coward for not helping!) AND THAT CHINESE WOMAN. THE MALAY LADY AND HER DAUGHTER WERE VERYYYYY POORTHING. Hopefully, the charges wont be on the malay lady only. If i were the police i will place charges on the chinese cina babi muka siaaaal woman as well cause she was like taking advantage of the disabled mute malay lady to find fault. AND FUCK THAT KPO OLD AHPEK WHO WAS SOOOO CALLED THE "WITNESS" THAT HE DIED OF HEART ATTACK OR SUDDEN DEATH WHEN HE GOT HOME THAT THURSDAY! MAY ALL HIS CHILDREN LEAVE HIM TO DIE ON HIS OWN!

PS: Sorry guys for theres a lot of vulgarities in this post. I just couldnt help it to control my anger. I seriously have some anger management issues. But all that is how i really felt on that very day. Now still, if i were to visualize the situation and the expression on the malay lady's face when she was trying her very best to alight.

(Some human beings are really like animals with no heart or should i say animals are wayyy better than them as they know how to care and protect eachother. One word to describe that chinese woman -HEARTLESS!)

I'll blog more about livelier things when i have the time.
Till now, bye bye guys! (:

& Currently addicted to the song Insomia by Craig David thanks to Raden Nurheyany! HAHAHA. :D

BIG MATCH OI!

2009-04-20T23:17:00.006+08:00

Arsenal against Liverpool later on! May Arsenal play a good game and give all out to win it! Liverpool will be going DOWN, DOWN, DOWN to the ground! (TIN, YOUR TORRES WONT SCORE I TELL YOU!) You digg, nigga?! Hahaha. But still unsure though, theres also a high chance for them to lose the match cause Fabianski is currently Arsenal's first choice keeper! Almunia, Oh Almunia! why do you have to get injured during the crucial season! WHYYYYYY! Dear God, WHYYYYY! Ok enough riz, you are overreacting! But its true whaaaaattt! Fabianski isnt that good a keeper! He is to blame for Arsenal's lost against Chelsea! DAMN IT! Almunia, Arsenal needs you! WE NEED YOU BAD! But what can i do, just wishing for the best later on. Fabianski please dont fumble and tumble like Humpty - Dumpty! Be firm and dont let any ball in, block them all! Use those techniques i thought you in yesterday's one on one session of training! REMEMBER just, Jump Stop Drop and Roll! YOU CAN DO IT MANN! IVE GOT FAITH IN YOU! Now guys, say/recite the prayers with me, "May Arsenal win the match against Liverpool, ameen."

Ok guys thats all for now.
Too lazy to post about my first day of school and stuffs.
Maybe tomorrow.
Ok laaa, BYE BYE GOOD NIGHT guys!
Gotta be in school by 9am tomorrow! :(

PS: You guys can watch Live matches at www.iraqgoals.net (its totally free like with the capital 'T' ok! not lying!.)
See, having internet access is better than having SCV cause you can watch *ehem ehem* for guys. LIVE soccer matches laaa, what were you guys thinking! Dirty- minded humans!
Hahahaha, ok NOT. SCV is as good as having internet!

Long-winded. K BYE! :DDD

FOR MY TEAM!

2009-04-15T22:58:00.004+08:00

DEAR BROTHERS OF THE ARSENAL TEAM,
(like as if any of them will read my blog! but who cares, the thought the counts right! haha.)

MAY YOU GUYS MAKE ME PROUD LATER ON. MAY YOU GUYS BE ABLE TO BEAT VILLAREAL AND MOVE ON TO THE NEXT LEAGUE OF THE TOURNAMENT! MAY YOU GUYS WIN THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE! ONCE AGAIN, MY HEART AND SOUL WILL BE IN EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS, THIS TIME INCLUDING THE LOUSY Nicklas Bendtner, AMEEN! (:

BYE BYE, Off to grandma's!
Good Night, Sweet Dreams! :DD

AND MY WEEK GOES! (A LONG POST)

2009-04-11T21:12:00.013+08:00

Just to some up my week, here goes. In a form of writing a journal. (:

On monday, went for the Wasabis and Bumblebees outing to Marina Barrage. My first time going there. It was kinda fun actually. The view from the top was awesome i should say with the scenery of the puffy clouds, the Singapore flyer and also not forgetting the construction sites. Had difficulties going there as we needed to walk a distance to reach the place. Half way through, it started to rain sooo we were required to head for the shelter whereby we began to play our various games like Twister and Taboo. Both the games made us go all hyper, laughed like there is no tomorrow! HAHAHA. There were also forfeits for those who lost and unfortunately, i was one of them. Guess what in the world i had to do? Nahh, not pumpings nor jumping jacks. Those are simple to do. Haha. I was asked to kiss Xing Jun, Anubis camp leader! Worst, he is a guy! But overall Nizam had the most forfeits as most of us sabo-ed him. After Marina Barrage, we Wasabis went to Marina Square to have our dinner. Took such a long time to decide where to eat. Finally, we decided to eat at Pizza Hut but there were not enough place for everyone of us. Cant wait no longer as we (me, Ryan, Joseph, Kevin, Gerald, Peanut and Zul) were too hungry, we then went to Secret Recipe. And lucky for us there was this offer, chicken chop with any gravy (mushroom, black pepper, mexican or BBQ) plus drinks (ice lemon tea) costs only $10! I bet its wayyy worth it then Pizza Hut! Straight after dinner, me, Zul and Ryan headed home as i needed to be home by 10; my curfew. :/ Thats all for my Monday. (Pictures for the day will be uploaded in my next post or something, stay tune but for the time being you guys can check them out in my Facebook!) :D

On Tuesday, had the ECE dance practice in the afternoon whereby we had to perform for Dance 4 Fund day. Always cant get the last part right. The moves and steps are rather easy but to put them together and collaborate with the rest is just hard. Feel like quitting cause its like a waste of time. Was forced to join in the first place. The practice was tiring too, but it kinda helped me gain some leg mussels though (muscles)! Haha. It ended at around 6pm. Straight home i went as Ahmad wanted to go to gym at 8pm. As usual i was late, blame the sloooowwwww bus ride -185. It took approximately an hour to reach boon lay interchange. Washed up and changed, then headed down to gym. Trained with Ahmad, an intense one. Met a new friend too named Muhaimin. Damn, he is skinny but he got the strength! After an hour plus in the gym, off we went. Was too tired to walk back so i took the bus from Ahmad's house bustop. And guess what?! I took 241 instead of 99! Stupid me, selenger me, dumb me i know! :( I thought it was 242, was freakinggggg sleepy i suppose. Alighted few stops after and i walked home. :/ When i reached home, mom told me that she ordered Pizza Hut! YUMMYYYY! She got for me pizza, lasagna and chicken drumlets! Hahahaha had all those straight after exercising! You guys must be like OMG, WTF! Same here, but who cares - once in a while, no harm whaaaatttt! And off to my lovely comfortable Ikea bed at 130am. :D

On Wednesday, nothing much happened. Had to stay home and do the house chores as to please my mom. Nope, nothing in return just that i love my mom awwww sooo much! MY LOVE FOR HER IS INFINITE! Haha, SERIOUS laaaa -NO JOKE! LOVE YOU MA! Vacuumed, throw the rubbish, water the plants, dry mop the floor and fold the clothes! Look, im such a good son right? Heaven sent as what kakak Maryam always say! HAHA. After doing house chores, followed Raden to Gek Poh because she wanted to return her CDs. Crapped and chatted all the way home. Thats all for the day. :D

On Thursday, woke up freaking late at around 3 plus. Had my brunch, switched on my laptop, used the internet and watched the TV (Okto). Nothing else to watch as ive got no SCV- cable TV thats why i'll always be at my grandma's place everytime when theres an Arsenal match. :D Ohh yahh, talking about Okto, they do not show any nice interesting cartoons/ children programs in the day. Seldom. Usually in the evening/ night whereby there will be Hannah Montana! (Miley Cyrus is soooo HOT!) and iCarly! (Jennette McCurdy is soooo CUTE!). How i wish either one of them would be mine one day! Ok, enough Fariz. STOP dreaming in your world full of fantasy! STOP your nonsense! As if all that were to happen! Back to my Thursday, met Saiful for gym at 5.30pm. He was my trainer for the day and he was half an hour late! BLAME 185 AGAIN! He had to push the bus! Hahaha. That rather new SAAB bus seriously needs Nitro like those cars in NFS/F&F (Fast & Furious)! I pity the students who are always late due to that bus! Poor thing! And thanks a lot Ful for all your motivations while i did my workout! I hope it will pay off in a long run to keep me going and not to give up! (:

On Friday woke up early to meet Ahmad, Saiful and Alvin at they gym. Yet again, i was late. Promised Ahmad to be there by 9am but instead i reached there at 10am! I just cant make it on time whenever i have to meet someone. Soooo i guess next time, ive to be informed to meet an hour or a half earlier! Think that will work! Haha. After gym, straight for Friday prayers with Ahmad and Saiful. Went back after prayers. Actually Dope 7 had an outing to Vivocity but i cant make it cause mom told me that i have to follow and visit one of my relatives at Old Changi hospital also known as one of the MOST haunted hospital in Singapore! CREEEEEPYYY! Soooo for those foreigners or even locals who are reading my blog and does not know that its haunted, you better BEWARE! Especially when you wanna go to toilet. Better in pairs! HAHA! Only that for my typical Friday! And i doze of to sleep on my lovely comfortable Ikea bed at approximately 12.40am.

PS: Sorry guys (Dope 7), its very seldom that i can make it for the outings these days. I feel like im not part of Dope 7 anymore. I hope you guys understand. Hopefully will catch up with you guys sometime soon.

Ohh ohh and MAY ARSENAL WIN AGAINST WIGAN ATHLETIC TONIGHT, AMEEN! :D
Off to grandma's, Good Night guys!

With love,
riz. (:

A PRAYER!

2009-04-08T00:02:00.005+08:00

MAY ARSENAL WIN THE MATCH LATER ON AGAINST VILLAREAL, AMEEN! :D
THEY WILL WIN AND I DO NOT HAVE TO WORRY BECAUSE ITS OBVIOUS
THAT ARSENAL IS BETTER OF A TEAM!
MY HEART AND SOUL AND SUPPORT WILL BE IN EACH AND EVERY PLAYER OF ARSENAL DEEP IN THEM EXCEPT FOR Nicklas Bendtner! Hahahaha. XD
Ok bye, guys say this prayer together with me as well yahh!
Thanks! :DDDD

DEAR SARAH!

2009-04-05T02:27:00.009+08:00

Its the 5th of April and its a special day for my beloved cuzzie named Sarah as she was born on this very day. Haha, to cut it short its her birthday today! Shes already seventeen whereas im still sixteen. How sad, i know. ): I used to call her Kakak Sarah but now, its kinda weird calling her kakak; which means sister in malay. Started calling her by her name sounds better. Cause we were born in the same year! Seriously, its a hell lot of FUN having a cuzzie the same age as you whereby you can talk about anything with each other! And i really mean ANYTHING! Sooo, this short post is especially for my beloved cuzzie! -

HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU! MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AND ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING YOU DO! REALLY MISS YOU LOTS! HOPEFULLY WE WILL BE ABLE TO MEET UP SOON! I know school have already started for you but just call/sms either me or Mira whenever you are free so we can at least go and hang out together sometime alright! Love you lots! :DD

Ohh yahh by the way guys, i will post about the ECE camp that i went to if i remember some other time! But for the time being, i'll some it all up, it was AWESOMEEEE!
For now, Good Late Night and Early Morning!
Sweet Dreams! (:

APRIL'S FOOL!

2009-04-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

Its April already! Look at how fast time flies! The month whereby both my beloved cuzzies were born! KAKAK SARAH and KAKAK MIRA! Hahaha. Alright, just to inform you guys i will be away for 3 days due to the ECE (Electronic and computer engineering) camp! Will be back on Friday! Hopefully i will have a HELL LOT OF FUN like i did for the NP freshmen camp! Ohhh yahh, one more thing!, its April Fool, sooo guys BEWARE if theres anything suspicious! For this once, DONT TRUST YOUR FRIENDS only for today! Dont fall for it! *winks* XD I got fooled by Dray and Gerald that the ECE camp was cancelled! Damn you guys! Niceee one! I really fell for it, how stupid i know! Pfffft. HAHA.

Ok dudes, babes and hunks out there whos reading this post.
BYE BYE for now!
DO MISS ME!
:DDDDD

Tatatititutu, Good Night and Sweet Dreams! ;D